Mis-lead

2009-09-05T23:02:00.000-07:00

Okay. this is my 100th post.
WHich is hmm..
Goodbye ~~stage~~ post!
I'm switching over to Livejournal.
Which is a great time, now.
Because Blogger keeps screwing up as well.
Hehh.
Woots.
Bye explicit-aur0ra.bs.com
Hello Canof-Bubbles!

2009-08-12T04:37:00.000-07:00

2 more post to 100 posts.
Then I'll be switching to LJ fully I think.
I always tell Shirlene to switch to LJ on her tagboard cos LJ is nicer.
Haha.
But no1 knows my private journal! Hehh.
Livejournal is an amaziing thing I tell you.
Okay, I bet you know it too.
Have been using LJ for almost a year? Now, I'm going turn totally loyal to it.
If you are interested, http://canof-bubbles.livejournal.com/
Oh. I'm totally in love with Kara's Wanna.

2009-08-02T13:02:00.000-07:00

FUCK YOU LSM.
DBSK and Cassies stay strong.
Everything will be alright.
I hope.

Seok Hwan ahhhhhh

2009-08-02T12:28:00.000-07:00

Omgosh.
KOREAN KOREANS AND MORE KOREANS!
All I could rmb of ytd was...
Seok Hwannnn.
Aigoo.
Oh. and the bbq-ed sliced pork. Damn nice! You wrap it with lettuce(sangchuuuuu)
and put the whole thing inside your mouth!
Yum yum yummy!

And, most importantly, my Seok Hwan ahhhhhhhhh.
Palli call me Noona.
Aigoo.
I need liposuction ASAP.
Ottokhae?!
Shall make him my friend first. heheh.
Shall go to HoJung's house everyday or smth.
WTH. So unfair, she gets to see Korean hotties everyday!
Urgh.
Annoying!

Express Yourself Day!

2009-08-01T23:37:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, Friday 31st is Express Yourself Day!
But everyone had to pay an entrance fee of $1.50 to $2 though. D:
Went to buy a slightly oversized tee from Bugis the day before.
And they kept pointing at shops beside the shops right beside the Adult Sex Toys shop, and i kept thinking that they were pointting to the sex toy shops!
Constance" Thats the shop that Aigail wanted to go right, so your top shld be ard there too"*points at sex toy shop*
Aish>.<
I was like..HUH?
Saw Syahirah and Min there. So hot, then Min wore jacket! maybe she wasnt feeling exactly well...
Stupid HoJung and Abigail. They didnt want to eat the cheese at Pasta Mania with me! And they didnt allow me to eat spoonfuls of it. but i always robbed it back successfully anyway. :P
not enough cheese, so we went to KFC next door to eat Cheesefries. obviously i was the one who wanted it. hehh.
Constance then came back from her hse to bugis to meet us. ohoh! I shared a Banana Split yoghurt withAbigail! 4 bucks for quite alot. Pretty worth it. Hehe. Felt extremely blissful after eating so much! kakaka.
--
Express yourself day was... hmm. slackish?
Cos no one was reading during Reading period and everyone went on camwhoring spree or smth.
That Glennis only took 2 pictures? I want a personal one with her! Then she says she will only take 1 pic that day, cos she usually dun take pictures(like me la, but she cnt make exceptions! tsk.)
Then we took grp. using 2 cameras, but same pose. She says thats 2 alrd! Then where is my solo one with her! Grrr.
HoJung's hair was phantabulous!
~
Mrs Gay was scary full stop
~
Nothing got into my brain for the whole day except Bio. not because of mrs Gay la. I..just take a natural liking to Bio since..P4?
Maths nvr got into my brain ever since Mr Ng(?) took over.
And for Chem, my mood and soul just werent there.
Oh. And I was playing with constance dunno how many lessons.
English they went blogshopping...=.=
I was researching on laws._.
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YAY. Going out to collect my FTI notebook and Handphine strap from Tara! :)
Then go PP to study while waiting for Hojung to finish her tuition.
Sherilyn will come too!
cant wait to eat BBQ sliced pork!
Like..SG-eans bbw always Chicken wings and sausages, but koreans like sliced pork.
The amt of fats going into my body is..Crapola.

CIP@ToaPayoh

2009-07-19T06:57:00.000-07:00

Did CIP for 2 hours on Friday at Toa Payoh.
Haha, much to my surprise, it was pretty fun.
Well rejection sucked, but hey, it was good experience!
Street sale beats sorting books in the library la!
Who the hell said street sales was boring and sorting bok in the library would be better?!
Oh right. Lee Ho Jung.
Oh. The committee is all Ex-cedarians!
hahaha.
Felt a bond so it was kinda easier to communicate in some way.
They were so full of crap.
hahah.

I clocked in 4hrs of CIP hours!
Yay!
in a weekend!
I think I'll end up addicted to street sales or smth
I felt weird walking on the streets w/o the tin and the notebooks and lecture pad after my shift was over.
Just one thing. I am sick of Toa Payoh.

---
FUCK YOU TO HELL.
I finish my homework already.
I went out and did my CIP.
I used the comp for 15 mins.
You come in and diao me.
Whats your effing problem.
You cut my rubberband.
Now what you want me to use to school??
Meimei and me both thinks you literally have a loose screw up there.
The reason I dread going home is you. The reason we lose our interest in studies is you. The reason i keep thinking of $$$ and nothing else is you. The voice I hate. The face I hate.
I have hate-love r/s with you.
Not love-hate take note.
I'm forced to love you.
cos of the bloody word.
the bloody F word.
6 letter word.
That associated me and you.
Go ahead.
When you see Ms Chin, I'm all ready to get hit at that instance she starts talking.
And I'm ready to make a din.
On how much fuck you spend on gambling. legally.
And make me worry about the amount of bills we're gonna have for the mth.
or maybe, red bills.
And bloody spend 5hours a day during holidays trying to find way on how to make money online.
Go to a forum, and book a job slot for Nov/Dec holidays.
Go to contest websites, trying to bloody hell win a cash prize or smth.
Trying to get customers for my blogshop.
you think I enjoy doing that?
I can't do anything i love anymore.
If I watch videos, I have to do it discreetly.
Like when you are not home or mute it.
You think I spend all my time of Korean shows?
To hell with you.
I spend 10hrs online.
9 hours are for money issues.
30mins to find cip opportunities.
15mins to read news online.
15 mins to read entertainment news so i wouldnt be lost when my friends talks about it.
At most i watch half an hour of korean shows.
And you always just happen to see me watching that 5-15mins everytime.
Thank you,
For teaching me never to save. Cos it will of no use one la.
Lets just spend it on the chocolate cakes we dun mind not eating.
Even if I pick up 5 cent on the ground i will over the moon.
You know?
I cry myself to sleep, thinking about the things mummy have to put up in the office while you stay at home making a din about how MapleStory can't start up, thinking about the times you flare and hit us, the pain Mummy and lil sis had to endure.
I will gladly take it all for them.
If only you could be okay with it. The more I intercept and oull you away from hurting, the harder you will hit on them.
So what you are telling us to do? Leave you to be.
Lil sis must cry a shriek of help to make you stop for awhile.
And not only that.
You think only we get hurt?
Your blood pressure? You think I dun care?

왜.
왜?
왜??
왜???

I wish I knew korean swear words.
Like Hankyung. keke.
Cos thats what Heechul teaches him first and foremost.

2009-07-15T03:33:00.000-07:00

I HAVE NONSENSICAL FRIENDS.
Who throws my face!
Aigoo.
Constance Cho and PeiXuan! ><
They saw She-Ho.
And CC(short form damn easy. so convenient!) opened the door, saw she-ho, turned, and ran for her life. Screaming"omgomgomgomg' all the way down.
Scare me and PX!
She told us she saw she-ho!
The she-ho and fren walked down the stairs. So me and PX went to go see.
Then after that, PX disagreeed that she-ho looked like Minho so she just turned back and yelled "SHE DUN LOOK LIKE MINHO WHAT!"
alsdjfhljshgjfgjghf
THAT BABO!
I was so shocked and utterly embarrassed that i just ran away . Went bonkers for that moment.
And, well.
Cant blame them.
CC and PX didnt know that she-ho knows.
those babos.
---
Korean convs. class was fun!
Fooled around.
Well i tried to understand what they were teaching about the double..consonants thing(i think)..
But SoWon was kinda soft?
But, yeah, we hard a fun time roleplaying.
We came in last, but made the most noise.
HoJung kept gg to our table.
I felt really bad cos YooJin and Sowon often had to drag her away. keke.
Thank you HoJung, SoWon and loud loud YooJin!
Oh, Aishah said HJ and YJ were damn scandalous.
Kakaka.
---
Chi Olevel oral is over.
Heck care i did badly.
its over.
O.V.E.R.
I cant do anything about it anymore.
So, just jiayous for the rest of the stuff for the bottom half of the year!
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People, stay happy!
Or else i will put a scandalous Nickhun+Minho couple as my blogskin or smth! XD

2009-07-08T04:27:00.000-07:00

i am gonna start hating home soon.
they clash with my plan.
they do everything to stop me from following my schedule.
make me lose my mood.
My enthusiasm.
sometimes i just wanna run away and leave them on their own.
cannot pay bills is their problem.
fight and pull each others hair im not gonna care either.
just when i am getting my life in place, you threw an atomic bomb down destroying all my efforts.
And for that thing, you checked it yourself before first.
all i did was to hold it there and not move.
now its not aligned.
you blaming it all on me.
you think i want it that way?
you blame everything on korean shows.
Please, when i get away from it, and helped you do it w/o hesitation, i really put in effort to.
all you could say was, "your heart not here la. its with your korean shows"
MAD DOG. I wun be thinking of Korean shows all the time idiot.
efffffffffuseekay.

2009-07-08T00:47:00.000-07:00

Even though I flunked really badly, haha, I'm still in high spirits these days.
Because of my classmates whom I haven seen in..weeks!
I just realised how much I missed them la!
Last week wasn't really back from the holidays so didnt feel much.
Cos its all exams and then IT day and just, super slack!
I'm really happy that so many people has started liking Korean Variety Shows and all.
I'm so proud of Constance, PeiXuan, Sherilyn and JingYi!
They learn Korean like, damn fast!
They chiong so many shows and stuff.
They win me alrd lor.
D:
I'm stunned by Sherilyn Chua.
She's raving mad. For Kim HyunJoong!
Aiyoh.
Anyways, im sucha loser!
JingYi watch whole episodes of WGM, so, kudos to her!
I'm stucked at Ep 29 since last year cos I'm too scared to watch it after Andy and Solbi left.
I rmb bawling like madddd.
I finished up half a box of tissue!
haha, shan't let JingYi catch up with me.
I'm on ep 30 now. haha.
Can't wait for KangJi couple's parts to come!
+Taeyeon and HyungDon's!
Heard HyungDon improved alot after Saori left.
And he's getting married, for real!
So Congratulations to him!
Better not treat his wife like how he treats Saori!
And I think(and hope!) Taeyeon is goona sing his wedding song!
How sweet! <3

My LJ, aish>.<
I'm so sorry to my f-list there.
I said I'll be active for the whole of June holidays but in the end I wasn't.

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I miss the times where I had all the time to watch all the videos I want to.
Theres so much to watch.
I'm lagging so much behind on fandom.
And studies.
And my wealth isn't increasing either.
I'm such a failure.
if only I could buy time...

2009-06-30T23:42:00.000-07:00

Help Little Charmaine?

I'm thinking of donating like...
$5
Cos thats all I have in my piggy.
I spent the rest ... on food, and pencil and pen today, with Constance.
:/
If I knew earlier, i wouldn't have like...
bought so much unneccessary food luh.
And the..yucky bubbletea.
okay actually I read it on the newspaper, but I didnt know they needed that much money.
And, the video so cute!
JY Fiesty Princess!
Go to http://www.ourfeistyprincess.com/ for more details!

2009-06-24T08:04:00.001-07:00

GAH.
I am so dying for MYE.
I think i'm giving up already.
Stupid MOH and MOE.
Hmph!
Extend 1 more week only la...
Why so niao!
At most, minus from December holidays the one week laaa.
And, $$$ come to me.
Baby, i need you~

2009-06-20T03:48:00.000-07:00

Yay its dying!
No, it died!
or so i hoped.
Hahahaha.
Shit manzx.
I haven started on the 4 Maths prc papers and i have not started revising either.
Stupid rashes and fever.
Made me lay in bed for the whole of the 2nd week of June Holiday, which i told myself was the.."start to mug" period.
Cos i enjoyed the whole of the first week, fangirling.
:X
Please, MOE extend the holidays due to H1N1 laaaa!
Pali! :/

2009-06-06T09:38:00.000-07:00

Its just pure bandwagoning.
Its dumb.

Suddenly people everywhere starts like Nobody by Wonder Girls.
Its been so long.
Hello?
This song came out..like..last year la please.
And people who likes kpop, its fine.
If you new to kpop but you listen to anything, then fine.
So Constance Cho and PeiXuan, haha you people are fine.
Peony also, i suppose. haha
And Peony rocks even though I havent seen her in ages.
Cos she loves SJ!
or rather, Ryeowook.
haha. Either way, she rocks.
Cos Suju PWNs.
yay!. haha. Im so bias.

but people, just start liking Nobody out of nowhere.
i guess they like retro?
I have nothing against it.
But why, everyone starts liking it tgt.
Especially after the report on Straits Times.
Anyway, I'm still kinda happy that WG is becoming more famous
But to burst you people's bubble,
WG cnt sing LIVE.
Especially SoHee.
If you all can even recognise their face, and know their names
Still, I love Wonder Girls.
But to be truthful, though I kinda hate to admit it, SNSD is better, at singing.
Yoobin is lasjkdlfhg amazing.
And SunYe and YeEun are too.
Sunmi cute too.
SoHee. Sometimes. i just cant stand her.
but nonetheless, she's cute.
Thats why Heechul likes her lol.

And i'm using the phone Yoobin used in So Hot MV, except that its different colour.
Haha. 8)
I shall include icons of WG. :)

Whee!~
Credits to respective LJ comms.
I'm so sorry, i forgot where i got them from yeah.
Mianhae. :/
If its your's, do inform me, and I'lll credit you.

And people, STOP JOINING THE BANDWAGON.
Its..kinda..idk.
Grr.

2009-06-03T10:14:00.000-07:00

This is the hottest thing ever.
Haha okay not really their hottest, but, its enough to kill. :D
My Junsu, you never fail to amaze. <3
And Changmin hits every high note. So bloody proud.
And yes Constance, I approve of your love for him.
Oh DongBang, Where the hell do you people hail from?
Oh right.
Gods Of The East isn't called GOTE for nothing. :)

2009-06-01T02:00:00.001-07:00

OMGOSH.
So much passion burning in them...
So so so...full of emotions.
I love love this song's performance!
<3

2009-05-31T22:52:00.000-07:00

South Korea please get fuck off US!

I really dun wanna see Korean War II.
Stupid shit. What is this effing missiles thingy.
Who the fuck invented these shit.

2009-05-29T04:24:00.000-07:00

YAY!
Last day of school today!
haha, the start of today I already had sugar rush.
The thought of the amazing occasion itself can make me fly to the moon alrd.

Anyways,
I love love love Constance Cho for her dumbness!
Hahha. She tells me and HoJung mini bits and facts on SHINee or other Kpop bands that she newly discovered, as though me and HoJung dunno. haha we practically memorised all those la!
She looks so happy and excited like a little kid telling his/her parents what he/she had learnt in sch today when she tells us about it. So cute.
Then me and HoJung will laugh at her.
Cos her facts her facts are either expired or smth.
Like...
Taemin is 14
that was like...2 years ago or smth?
hahahaha
Oh Constance Cho.
The joy you bring me.

Went out with Constance and HoJung today after EL Mid Years.
had a crazy fun fangirlish time.
And Constance can't recognise her Lee MinHo in a pic because he's way too..handsome in that pic.
Made me and HoJung laugh again.
She asked us so innocently " Who is this guy???"
Then me and HoJung screamed "MINHO! LEEMINHO. YOUR MINHO"
Then she, "HUH? WTH!"
Gosh.

Then at Macs,
we were looking for seats. it was..Full House. :/
Then this group of guys, saw Constance (or HoJung as HoJung claimed).
Then he like...gave up his seat with his gang of guys!
Walao. the Constance didnt wanrt their seat.
So we sat at another table, with a elderly.
Then I asked, " Why when I go out alone no guys give up their seat for me one?! So unfair!"
Then they both started laughing at me :|
Hmph! GRRRRR.
So so jealous. Stupid Constance didnt sit there! walao, could have sat at the table the guys sat at before!
hahaha.

Oh well, I guess Comics Connection is a NONO when i go out with them. Cos I'll go broke.
No. mainly because we will throw Cedar's face as we were wearing uniform, and screaming like we've nvr seen a guy before. and running about the place like mad monkeys.

Oh the joy.

Oh oh, we went to rest for awhile at some place.
Purple cushion!
we were talking talking.
Then we heard Stand by me playing.
We suddenly screamed "SSSHHHHHHHH" tgt in unison!
haha, cos we wanted the other 2 to listen also.
So funny. I wish there was some candid camera or smth ard there that could have taken down our expressions then.

Oh the joy.
Window shopping can be so fun, even when you're broke like (O&%$*^X#X@&#%^&%&.

So sad, Brenda and YiXuan can't make it.
):

Wait!
Niza won!
yay yay yay yay yay!
*dances around the room*
:D

kay, enough sugar rush here.
need to wake my dear fangirlish Livejournal up! <3

Truckloads of love,
Hui ju!

*(haha, it sounds so nice right! I shall copy Constance for just this once.)
And Constance, thank you for lettingme and HoJung bully you today!
Can't help it, you have weird taste in...some music.
And guys. :/
Kekekeke.

2009-05-23T21:58:00.000-07:00

Reading a(or two) person's blog can make me cry.
I guess, sometimes when your friends really seem very down, it will kinda affect you too.
I've nvr been so aaffected before.
Well, maybe cos my frens are usually quite gay and happy all the time?
Cos she usually so gay, smart, fangirlish, talented.
Like perfect in everything, oh!
And she can do sports! Well, at least better than me? :)
Why suddenly so..sad.
Oh that major pabo.
And SHE!
Why the old ones, young ones all like that!
Umma dun be sad anymore?
I'll go to rooftops and stargaze with you alrights?
<3

I'm sorry Shawols for always not being online when you all have your heart to heart session with 10 over 20 people.
I'm always not there when you all cry.
I know you all won't read this but.
I'm sorry.

But..Juliette doesn't seem very nice leh...D:
How how?
Hope the other songs will be nicer.
Or..will suit my taste more. :)

2009-05-15T20:26:00.000-07:00

It was friday yesterday!
Heh, im always happy on friday!
So glad the week is finally over.
But that meant 1 week closer to MYE! ):

Anyway, I thought..Sherilyn was really dumb yesterday! haha, i tot she usually quite smart one!
haha, i think its Shabrina's fault!
YuJie, see what your Shabrina do!

And I hope Deborah doesn't blackmail me.
For that drop of water. :/

2009-05-08T04:44:00.000-07:00

Oh gosh. Its finally friday! I'm like dying alrd.
Maths is driving me up the wall. I only understand 3/4 of Partial Fractions and 1/2 of the Coordinate Geometry that was taught. Oh one impt thing, how do you compare coefficients?
It seems so useful but idk how to use! I dun understand how it works! D:
It seems complicated. I'll expand the whole thing leh! But why my YuJie can no need expand the whole thing???

Anyways, I officially have a crush on all the UG people in my class OH MY GOSH. They look so cool in their uniforms! NPCC was hot like alksjdfkglgljfsdljf! And Red Cross so sophisticated and angelic and lasfjhlgglhg. *melts*
Hahahaha. I'm real jealous of UG's tgtness! So bonded! Grrr.
Ytd when Hui Sian and Glennis walk ard in their uniform, i was practically screaming in my head! I think im tested positive for les. Then when they change bac to unoform, haha no feelings alrd.
Amirah and Saranya looks professional today in their RC uniform! So cool okay! Esp Amirah!!! And my Yu Jie looks like Florence Nightingale! :D
Uniform groups are so cool! I like their uniforms very very much! Esp NPCC and NCC's.
And Mr Chai looks damn hot in NP uniform also!

Talking abt NP, its Campaign speeches today!Gurh. Stupid Glennis. She's supposed to help Niza! But her question totally threw Niza off the ground kays! that dumb dumb. And NP cheered for Niza! Haha, so nice! I think Niza was damn cute on stage today! She keep forgetting her lines! But i like her content alot. I think Niza's cool! Haha. I respect her. But im not scared of her! How amazing! I'm glad. :D

I'm tested POSITIVE FOR LES when the opp party in a UG uniform. :/
Someone save meeeee.

2009-04-27T04:23:00.001-07:00

2009-04-27T04:18:00.000-07:00

Sina Entertainment news in Beijing reported that according to the South Korean media, South Korean idol group Super Junior’s song 《SORRY，SORRY》 after sweeping through South Korea with success on many music charts one after another, continued with success in Thailand.

It is reported that Super Junior’s third album 《SORRY，SORRY》 which landed in Thailand on April 9th, went onto become the champions of various Thailand music charts such as B2S TOP 20, and GRAM ASIAN POP TOP10. Super Junior’s company, SM Entertainment, said: “Even though Super Junior was very busy with their activities in Korea & was not able to promote much in Thailand, we were surprised to see that it had made such good progress anyways.”

Credit: Sina Entertainment
Translated by: Deanna@sj-world.net
Credits to: www.sapphirepearls.com

2009-04-27T04:16:00.001-07:00

There wasn't a miracle in the end. D:
And Noelle didn't even come today. And Jolene got the msg but was blur enough to not come.
URGH. ):

But..but..after school..was nice!
I want to go back there! Hahaha.
But, on the other hand, i dun want also!
Hmm.
:D

2009-04-26T05:58:00.000-07:00

I'm still hoping that a miracle will happen on Monday.

2009-04-09T08:00:00.000-07:00

Urgh.
I'm disappointed with myself!
I'm like..super super easily amused/irritated/(insert emotion) today!
And omgosh. I can't believe I actually used a vulgarity in 83640237454y108463 years!
I dun get pissed this easily! Urgh. Lil boys are annoying.
I just want to smack them off the spider web can.
I get pissed when my family uses bulgarity. Like how my dad scolds me and and mummy. Like how my sis loves to call everyone '******* biatch". But I wun have the super string urge to scream the same or worse things ar them. Grr. My family is so unrefined. I tries so hard to not use vulgarities when i came into Sec 1. Oh wow.
See what annoying littlte boys do to me?
Theres like a dozen other younger kids than them trying to climb it la. Shake shake shake somemore. I haven heard THAT particular vulgarity for so long! cos i manage to not infuriate my dad. Oh anyways, even if my dad says it to me and mummy, I'll scream back the same thing, except different body part. ASSHOLES.

And i cannot stop laughing at Liching's face today! All Boon Hui's fault! She sit so straight until her butt ot on the chair! Boonhui never fails to amaze me.

oh! I'm like..less scared of her today! i'm usually quite scared of her on normal das! Why i not scared today huh? Okay, maybe thats one good thing for today :D

Gosh, im like so positive la!
Oh, ILU BSH. :)

2009-04-03T08:02:00.000-07:00

I survived T2W2!
And i reached school early at ard 7am everyday! Except for today. D:
I overslept and woke up at 6.
Anyway, this morning, i wrote a note to Yushu just to wish her good luck for SYF...then..the people behind..were laughing at me/my note. D:
I was finally not scared. Then now im scared of them again. Stupid tall people. :/
The YuJie kept eating sweets! She ate like 3-5 sweets PER LESSON!
Wow Yu Jie. WOW.
Oh did I mention that my water bottle was decorated with marker by Shirlene and Sarah Tan? :)
After school was Guzheng!
Cen lao shi was being...GRRR.
Lol. Her favoritism was so..obvious like ACADECABRA.
And people should try not to leave Jolene out so much. She's really nice y'know!

GUZHENG DINNER! :D
Rich people *coughsSherilynDebcoughs* pisses me off!
Fish & Co! D:
Me no kachiings.
Haha, thanks to Boon~~gay~~hui, we went to some budget fast food restaurant again! Called McDonalds :)
I didnt really have appetite after eating the lolly Deb gave. Hmm...shall bring more sweets next friday so i can save $$$. I spent $2.15 only! haha.
So proud of myself.
And we went ard shopping a little bit and squealing "Eh this one so cuteee!".
haha, and did some..erm..work! :)
And just listening to them talk makes me feel happy.
And URGHHHHHH.
Sherilyn Chua! Why so gay and happy and excited after you took pic with a yellow colour board with black words?! ITS YOUUUUUUU. Not me or..or.. :|
You are not suppose to be like that!
TSK. I forgive you only for today ok! Only TODAY. hmph.
Next time cannot jump ard and squeal after taking pic with a yellow board with black words.

Haha, anyway, Happy Birthday Instructor Rebecca! Thank you for being gay and shy and cute even during OAC which makes us very not scared of you!

GOSH HOW CAN I FORGET THE MOST REMARKABLE ACHIEVEMENT I'VE MADE!
I studied on the bus! Influenced by Deborah the cool nerd. I feel really accomplished now.
Ahaha, dun laugh at me for being so easily contented with this little achievement kay! :/
But...Bio is really hard to digest. Grrrrr.
And she isnt of much help either.
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Noelle is really damn cute! I just smiled at her on Wed(or Thurs) after GZ cos i felt like doing so and she somehow managed to see what I was holding-Deborah's spongebob wallet and she pointed at me and said "HAHAHA, she copying the spongebob!"
She even said it was quite...alike! Ptttft.
And her expression vr cute also kay! I shall ou her. :D
~~Hahaha, is everyone from 4A this cute?!~~ XD

2009-03-28T19:27:00.000-07:00

Saturday Speech Day is ...traumatizing.
Early in the morning on a saturday, must wake up and rush to school. D:
Me no like such a start to my weekends.
Deborah Sherilyn and Tricia forced me to put make up. <---See? SO...TRAUMATIZING!
I'm like..scarred for life. What if I get skin cancer or some other weird illness due to the chemicals inside the make up?! Thank god no need put lipstick if not I'll die of dehydration or smth cos I wouldnt dare eat or drink at all. Later the lipstick go inside my stomach and cause some weird cancer again how?! Make up is scary. WHY WHY. Xin Yi last time also nvr put make up one wad. Why Tricia nvr scold her?! hmph.
Then during the performance...Just when we started to slide our hands across the gz..one scary scary bug..flew to my arm!
wait i find the picture.

its either one of the two beside the ladybird.
And we already started performing! I cant possibly suddenly fling fling fling my hand to get it off nor can i lift my hand up and blow it away right?! And it seems quite heavy. I dun think i can blow it away anyway.
Then the bug slowly crawl crawl crawl up my palm, to my thumb there as i played. Then hopped onto the guzheng. gosh, freaky creepy crawlies!
Then when we finish the piece, its still on my guzheng! Dun want to bug(no pun intended)!
Grrrrr. Only when I lifted up the guzheng then it hopped away.
Eww omgosh.
And i forgot my shoes after everything! I was on the bus when I realised. So..thank you Deborah!

And Sharianty dao-ed me. So sad!

2009-03-27T07:31:00.000-07:00

There's so many things for me to love today!
But...quite a bit for me to..feel sad about?

HAPPY :D
1. I manage to reach school in time to sweep the classroom floor! Thank you daddy!
And and Miss Chin did realise that the floor was cleaner today!
2. I ate..Bar chor mee! (idk why it seems nice today.I usually dun go gaga over BCM like BoonHui!)
3. Xin Yi came back to watch us practice guzheng! Hey, she was my favourite senior ok. She's so cool! XD I can say it now, cos..she's..not in Cedar anymore :/
She's...like green from shoulder to thighs!
I really miss my seniors! The 2007 batch and the 2008 batch of Sec4s! I want my Zoe!!!
The other time i saw her, she was still...SHORT. haha. <3
4. LAOSHI DIDNT COME TODAY. OMG I LOVE HER BRAINS. For forgetting that she was supposed to come down today. Actually I think when Liching and Tricia takes us for self prac, we do more. :|
5. Thanks to point 4, GZ ended at 4.30 today! Yippee! Gosh. I was screaming and jumoing around in my mind! Like..Finally a break. 1 hr. Miracles do happen.
6. GZ Friday Dinner!
Haha. Spent...ALOT of money today! I'm so not proud of myself. I'm suppose to use the $$$ for House Tee! I overspent $8 leh! Fail me.
But..spending money..feels..nice.
Plus, I have Deborah the heater(i like heater, cos its so uncool), Sherilyn the busy, Boonhui the Gay!
Thank you dears! You all taught me alot about the big big world and sometimes help with my studies! Thank you! :D
7. Its Friday! Like omgosh finally! Yays! 9 more weeks to go! :)

Sad D:
1. Mrs Gay isn't feeling well! She really looks ill today. Get well soon Mrs Gay. You so cool, must teach cool cool 3P. :)
We want nobody nobody nobody nobody but chu!
2. Realise that the world isn't all that beautiful afterall. I wish the Earth is healthy and happy filled with gay and contented and beautiful people from inside out.

OH HOW I LOVE THIS.
Oh their tears.
My tears, our tears.
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2009-03-16T09:05:00.000-07:00

Happy 100th Day SG SHAWOL!
March 15 2009, Sunday
I LOVE YOU GUYS. I mean, GIRLS.
You all tolerated my...craziness, my stupidity, my everything(Oh i hear Donghae singing now).

You are my SHAWOLS, my only shawols.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You nvr know dears, how much i NEED you,
please don't take my SHAWOLS AWAY!
*Credits to Instructor Deborah!

Chionged out of house at 10am. Super late already!
Wanted to go Sheng Siong but potato chips, cos SS always cheap cheap.
Bo lui wad.
Then realised seriously got no time. So just went straight to NTUC at White Sands there.
Bought 2 packets of Lays! Can get free pizza!
yay I want my Hawaiian pizza!
On MRT I met Vernadine! She going to Bugis for some ...
fan meeting. You know the Jap guy in Little Nonya?
Haha. Yup.
And we talked about OAC and her Sec2 Learning journey!
We have such good senior and junior relationship!
Reched Harbourfront MRT ard..11.28.
Ran like siao. Cos I tot the rest going off ler.
Then oh yeah. I was lost in the MRT.
So I called Sam. Who was amused I think. She sounded amused.
Hehh. But still. She guided me out of the big big mrt.
So I thought I was extemely late..And so..I ran and ran.
Thank god there was air con in that place.
I reached Macs, and I saw them sitting down talking.
No signs of leaving soon.
Joined them and the first thing they asked me was " Why are you running?"
Gosh. They make me feel so retarded. >.<>

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OKAY. I'm way too lazy to blog about it. Wait till I find one of their blogpost and i shall KOPE from them.
ILU SG SHAWOLS :D

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2009-03-16T08:40:00.000-07:00

DID I MENTION THAT THE DAY I CAME BACK FROM OAC, was

SUPER JUNIOR's COMEBACK!?

*hyperventilates*
But I was too busy sleeping. So I didnt stalk Youtube or anything for their performance video. ANyway first, their OH SO COOL MV.

:D
*flails*
Then now. THE COMEBACK PERFORMANCE. YOU KNOW YOU GOT IT.

YOUTUBE's Quality sucks. Ah wells. I shall just make do with it. better than nothing.
And yes. I purposely make BIG BIG. :D
People. WARNING.
FANGIRL ON LOOSE.
DUN TAKE MY PRECIOUS 13 guys.
Touch them and YOU DIE.
I dun care you instructor or leader or teacher or principal.
Now drop dead on the floor and hyperventilate like me.

2009-03-14T07:42:00.000-07:00

OAC'09! :D

Day 1:
Gosh. Walked like mad!!! but I enjoyed it! Cos it was...alot of greenery! I love love plants! you all know my ambition is to become a botanist right? :D
Did 10-15 mins of CPR on my mini anne cos it was our first (and only) mission! And Instructor JinRong took my group! :) It was my first time doing so i did it wrong many times and Mrs RW and another teacher was correcting me. SO MALU LA! Then it rained! OMY! I love being in nature's arms when it rains!(i know i sound so loser but.. :/) Made an unflyable kite out of newspaper and some long long thing. I hate knots and lashing! i suck at them! I envy the UGs for being able to do them so well. *coughsGlenniscoughs* Then Instr. JinRong had to trick us by shouting " HORNET ATTACK!". Then we so $##&*(&@%($*%#. all crouch down while she was standing there and laughing at us. she said it was a pity she surrendered her camera if not she would have taken a photo when we were scrambling for the floor. Tsk!
Then she made us write alot of notes etc. Walked back to the meeting point then headed back to the adventure centre or whatever dorm place you call that. And i flaunted my bimbotic umbrella that shirlene loves! So I beat Yi Xuan and her pink polka dot umbrella with my umbrella! Yays!
Then i cnt rmb what else we did for the first day... oh at night! Campfire prep was funny! Cos..Instr. Deb fails at them. She can't coordinate her hands properly. I was laughing at her when she demo-ed the frog face to the other instructors. hahahah so funny. And Leader May was laughing at Instr.deborah too. Haha. I paid full attention to instructors all the time you know! And I tot Celine was trying to kill Instr. Deb when doing friendship dance. Cos she pulled deb so close to the floor that deborah may just fall over anytime. Haha. Fashion show at night! Ho jung was the poor mascot of 3P! Evil Celine and 3p made her wear a bikini top and mini skirt made of the black large trash bag and toilet paper! And she was made to strut her own way through the hall, with my bimbotic umbrella! XD.

I felt really sorry for her cos..its like..we sort of saboed her. ):
Then supper! Gosh. cos i was so used to eating supper and stuff, even at 1am+. So i was eating alot for supper! Then JingYi was like " Eh Hui Ju, are you really that hungry? Can you stop gorging yourself???" I said stupidly, "yeah, im actually quite hungry." when im not hungry at all!

Day 2:
HIGH E. OMG. I did cross rope. SUPER SCARY! but Leader Li bing who was belaying was super nice! :D I like her! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D She's so encouraging!
Cross rope damn scary. i actually lost my balance & fell backwards, but my feet were still on the cross rope. So i tried damn hard to pull my self up(thank you dear ldr li bing and the anchor man then. Must have been hard on you all). And i stood up and completed the cross rope high e. For the rest of the period, i was busy anchoring and stuff. I like anchoring! Cos its like..important you know! Oh i was good at anchoring! cos during those jogging period, the first time when i had to anchor, Instr. Deb taugh me well. So yeah, im good at anchoring. but i cant really spot. i kinda suck at it. The only time i tried to spot was when we split into small grp and did Low E and games.
Lunch! Had kitchen duty! Haha. There was this LEADER whom didnt take the veggies AND the fruit! And Instr. Esther told us, even if they dun want also MUST MUST MUST give the vegs and fruit! And the ldr didnt take both! Wonder how she finished her lunch. so dry! I can't take it if i have no veg for a meal! Then Constance and I looked at each other with that 'Eh how? She leader leh." look. Hahaha. Haha kitchen duty was over so fast! Haha I was so shocked when Instr. Shalom stopped us. I even said " HUH? SO fast ah?". So dumb right! Gosh.
Then went for Zipline and Abseiling! WHOO!!!!! ^^
Zipline is damn funnnnnnn! I dropped for like...afew seconds before screaming a lil bit. So Instr. Deborah was the one who catches peoples' feet and drag them to the movable stairs. The first thing she said to me and everyone else was " SCARY RIGHT!" with her "HAHAHAHA" face. major asshole! She's supposed to say smth positive and nice like.." FUN right?"! Urgh! OH OH OH! Instr. Rachel is damn cute!!! She was supposed to catch a thingy that the uncle instructor pulled down for her from the top.Then she cannot get it!!! Hahah. So she jump jump jump!!! So cute right! Hahaha. We were all laughing at her. No time for abseiling. But haha, abseiling..do before alrd. And anyway, its not fun like Zipline so nvm!
After that we had Low E and games! YAYYYY! I love love this part! Super fun kay! And not scary! :) Instr. Deborah took my group, so we did the...Z shaped thingy. the balance balance one where Nicole flaunted her ballerina skills! ^^
I spotted most of the time! And did okay la. Cos i suck at balancing, and haven played that thing since i left pri sch, i didnt go up at all. Hahaha. That place so muddy(brown and sticky things. Also known as..SHIT) and EWWW. my shoe is like... D:
Played Human knot! Yay i love that game. I always enjoy that game! The Instruc. Deborah created obstacles while we played. And one of it was that at one time only me and..someone else(forgot who, christina i think) can give instructions! Gosh. I was cursing her inside my head la! I did badly la duh. I only like..gave one pathetic instruction. ): and she swopped ard abit.
We untangled ourselves successfully in the end! So yippee!
Went to the hall next! Had to do a human triangle. Eh no, its called pyramid! Hahha. Gosh, damn tiring kay. Cos me, Nicole, Christina and Shirlene(gosh poor her) was at the base! Then the others kept slipping and falling, took abit of time, so we had to hang in there for quite long. Back was ok, but its just my hands. Now I see the importance of NP's ArmPowerTraining. Hahaha. I was so pissed at Christina once, cos her hands like occupied a huge space and so my hands were vr near each other, cnt balance properly! And when she cnt take it, she just PLOMP went flat on the ground w/o warning. The people on top of her could get injured! like seriously injured! So pissed can! AT least I gave warning! And even though i cant take it, i waited for the people on top to come down before i rest. then while they climbed down, she just went PLOMP! Gosh! wth!
So we cnt do right, must do forfeit! MEAN MEAN INSTR. DEBORAH! Must do ad for slimming smth. issit pill or centre i forgot. but anyway, if i knew forfeits were gonna be advertisement, I would have gorged myself on TEEVEE the night before. Cos these days I hardly watch tv, i always watch yootube!!! Youtube where got ads! then even when i watch tv, once its ads, i rush to my comp to fangirl. i haven watched tv ads for like..more than 3mths? And I see JingYi and Glennis I can't stop laughing! I tot Shabrina will be the one that makes me laugh, then in the end, it was JY and Glennis! So weird right! then so i cant utter a single word so instr asked for fast forward! people dun want teach me what to say! so mean luh! Hahaha. And Sherilyn was damn cute with her super high pitch " YAH!". Hahaha. Then Touch RUGBY! Oh oh wait, the little green frog song Instr. Deborah made us do with our green bandanas! Must with the facial expression also! So cute kay! I can imagine the other people doiing! hahaha. Instr. Deb must have enjoyed herself man! So we played Touch Rugby against Instr. JR's grp. Haha. I cam up with a cute cute grp name called green frogs/team frogs. cos of the cheer. hahaha. then the other grp was cheering with the boring JR's team name while we cheered with the name team frogs! Hahaha. So interesting right! The hahha, the instructors played also! haha. The instructors damn aggressive(gosh, you shld TOTALLY[trying to sound bimbotic still] see them)!!! And nonsensical. And our grp tried to confuse the other grp. LMAO. Anyway, I love the games part most out of the all the activities in the second day, followed by zipline(cos i do before in P5 alrd)!

ROCKWALL. EW. I hate rockwall. So hot somemore. Sheesh. but you all know what! I DIDN'T DO ROCKWALL AT ALL! :D I managed to fool the leaders and instructors! Yippeee! Oi. not only me okay. :) Pretty pretty Ho Jung didnt do also(I THINK???). Haha.
AND...We did forfeit for losing the ball of twine! HAHAHAHAH OMGOSH. ADVERTISEMENT AGAIN. Shld have gorged myself on teevee ads the night before right! This time..its..a MATTRESS. What do ~~naughty~~ 3p think of when they think of beds and mattresses??? AHHAA. Erm. Smut. :DDDDD
Smut=another nice word for sex, in fandom. Came about in fanfics first. In NC17 fics to be precise. which are like somuch<3> So we have a pair of successful and unsuccessful couple with bearing..KIDS. Successful couple had..1 children, 2 children, 3 children, 4, 5 children, 6 children, MANY MANY MORE! While the unsuccessful couple who didnt buy 3P mattress had no ~~bananas~~ CHILD! And and...the people who had no roles...had to make sound effect. XD you know..the sounds of excitement..exhilaration, enjoyment, SMUT fullstop
And omo. Saranya said the sound i made was very nice so i must make loud loud. HEY! I NVR DO BEFORE KAY! I NVR WATCH BEFORE ALSO! IM CLEAN AND PURE AND INNOCENT. I know Shirlene believes me. :D
Then Leader May sat down and watched also!!! ): Instr. Deb's fault. hate her right!
But haha, we all had fun doing this dumb forfeit and the instructors and leaders probably enjoyed themselves too. So thats good. :)

THEN DINNER AND SHOWER! YAYYYS!
Food always seem nice to me. Even Saranya's vegetarian food. Talking abt vegatarian..AH MA! <3 I would gladly eat vegatarian food with you for the rest of my life. I LIKE VEGATARIAN FISH!
Then shower omgosh. YESSSS! *prances around happily*
I was one of those first people to get into the toilet for our batch. As in..first user of toilet for the batch! And i bathed really fast! :D So that the poor people outside can bathe too. And i bathed properly, with soap and shampoo. 3rd to come out after Celine and Jo-Ann.
BATH SUCKS ON THE FIRST DAY. I was one of those last few people to get in to bathe. I just took out my clothes and fuckit. The maintenence instructors started counting down from 30 secs. I so scared when they finish the countdown, they will pull open my shower curtain can! So pissed off. Some people in front really took their own sweet time. I just on-ed the shower and off-ed it. Bloody pissed. So..I tot of the others when i bathed and bathe fast fast! Hui Ju so nice!

Campfire's burning now blah blah blah!
We did so little campfire songs only! Bleh. Got such a thick booklet leh!
Then our class's campfire item! ^^
I KNOW. Its funny and entertaining lor!
We all put in our best efforts for it yeah! I'm so so so proud of 3p. It wasn't easy for Nicole they all to well..sacrifice their image like that in front of the whole cohort. They did well! :D
And yup, i had a lil minor role of holding the letter "B"! B for boys! XDDDDD
I can't rmb what the other classes did alrd... Was too busy fanning ourselves from the heat. Or thats what EVERYONE ard me was doing!
And I noticed Cheryl sitting, not with her class(at the back of her class) all alone! D: Then i went and asked...She said its cos she vomitted before.. ):
Instr. Deb! Dun leave Cheryl out okay!
haha. but I rmb I like 3S's item!!! I like their shirt colour too!!! =]
Played Pass The Parcel! >.< style="color: rgb(102, 102, 0);">OAL board had to do tribal dance! So not tribal lor! But only Ldr Elisha was really tribalish okay! *claps*
Anyways, the OAL board put up an amazing performance! =]
After campfire ended..every class did their own Billy Banja!. other classes went "BILLY BANJA..." but 3p went " 3PEE banja..."
Haha. See 3P so cool. But.. they didnt call the instructor from our class to join...or for the first round at least. D: @$^()^&;*%^&;$^%#&;%$@^@^$E^(*(
NOT HAPPY.
Then supperrrrrrr. FOOD YEA! *is extremely thinking abt food*
I didnt gorge myself this time. HAHA. Jingyi nothing to say alrd.

Washed UP! I think i did well for wash up. As in...I shared the sink with the girl behind me and as both of us brushed our teeth, we stand a little apart and let the other who finished brushing alrd rinse their mouth. So our queue was damn fast. Though i was kinda pissed the person in front had to wear her contacts. ^^

3P had a conference with OAIs and OALs and teachers after that. I saw it coming. Hah. I knew what we were called out for. Cos i worried about it since...they came up with that idea. It had to be it. Sorry Instructors. The debrief must have been really stressful and pressurizing for you 4. Come, HUG HUG. XD
Miss Poon was nice enuf to let us and the OAL/OAI board rest as...the poor instructors were...scolded? The leaders and instructors were really tired... *BEAR HUG*
When we went back to dorm..everyone couldnt sleep etc.. Celine and Jo-ann were talking with Miss Chin...Saranya and Shirlene also. And Celine said "Sorry 3P" and broke down. GAH. Activated my...tear glands? Or whatever you call that thing.
And i saw something really DISTURBING. URGH. Talking abt it makes me..buay song. (gosh i sound so ah lian!)
Miss Chin talked to us etc...Eh. I can sleep one lor. Maybe cos i saw it coming? IDK. In my mind..i was thinking.. 'Lets all sleep, tmr will be a better day! And dun let the other people think that we were doing some...AHEM ..stuff that we did for C.I.'
Cos we are more than that skit. After a SUPER long time..everyone still cnt sleep. I wanted to suggest that we sing tgt since no1 can sleep. Haha. But i didnt dare say. Who will listen anyway! I ish so dumb. Miss Chin tucked us to bed eventually. haha. Miss Chin so cute right!
Then after Ms Chin left..people started crying..? They all layed down..but we can hear..Yushu and Saranya. <33333♥
Back at Cedar alrd, Instr. JR made us do 2 3P cheer. Haha. We did it loud and clear, with pride and enthusiasm. And hahah, we promised Jo-ann whon was very sick of the sec sec Ooom33 ooom33 cheer that its the last time we're gonna do it.

Home Sweet Home!
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Instructor Deborah: She's one of the more professional instructors I think. Especially for belaying. She makes sure nothing goes wrong. Makes sure this and that, that in fact I only saw the leaders and her do. VERY VERY professional for belaying. I think.(just that she's too light and can fly up the sky in..idk how many seconds if the anchorman sucked).
"Dun step on rope!"
"Power position!"
"Eh. WHERES MY SPOTTERS?!?!?!"
Hahaha.
However..she's one of those instructors who will..let herself have fun. LIKE MAKE US DO STUPID FORFEITS. and the little green frog song. She's like..your nemesis but..your friend. Pissing leh!
And yes..i cant rmb what to say but i rmb i had alot to say about her cos..i got her for quite alot of activities? Yup, out of the 4 attached instructors, she's the most professional. She takes lead alot.
The other instructors were professional too! Just that i didnt get them often or at all.
P.S: Stop checking your gay hot pink watch la!

Instructor Rachel: Haha omg. One word. No, two. SO CUTE. *coughsZIPLINEcoughsSOSHORTcoughs*
Hahhaa. She abit like..blur blur..but she still does her best in everything she do. Its obvious that she isn't like... THAT professional but she was trying very hard and giving all she could. Hahahha. omg. Why everything i can think of her is cute?! Haha gosh. Like..Campfire prep, where we learn cheers and songs. Chika cha chika cha chika cha cha cha! XD
So yup, KUDOS for doing your mightiest mightiest best Instructor Rachel!

Instructor JinRong: haha. One word. MOTHERLY. kekekekekekekke.
She always ask us HOW we're feeling. (not WHAT we feel about...*COUGHSstupidinstructordeborahCOUGHS*)
And she always smile!!! She erm..yah. omg. I can only remember her oh-so-nice smile now. CRAPOLA!
Yup..She's the most motherly out of the 4 instructors. Makes sure we're okay and stuff. Caring!

Instructor Rebecca(is that how you spell her name?): SO QUIET. Just shut Instructor Deborah's mouth and its your turn to talk. Your friend steal your lines right! Haha. She very..gentle and soft.
She's like..trying not to do the big big stuff but always there when you need her help personally. :D
She very cute also! When she do the...CHIKA CHA CHIKA CHA CHIKA CHA CHA CHA thing with instructor Rachel! Hehe.

Sorry, for getting you all implicated for our campfire item. Wasn't your fault but you all had it worst. *hugs*

Instructor Sharifah, Instructor Hui Sian, Instructor Xin Yun, Instructor Shu Min: ♥♥♥♥
Sorry. We didn't buy the class identities for you all, didnt call you all to join us during billy banjas and stuff. D: Sorry. <3>

I LOVE OAC'09!

On a side note,
I think im having OAC hangover.
I still wore trackpants one day after i got back from oac!
But clean one duh!
Always rmb to put sunblock before going out.
And when my sister says something stupid,
instead of going"WTF. dumbass",
I went "dumb dumb didi didi".
And i kept doing the Chika Cha song.
I even forced my sister to learn!
And kept doing the facial expression for...
The little green frog.
Am I the only camper who has OAC hangover???
Oh when sit down, i start doing the actions for Campfire's burning.
I miss my trackpants already.

2008-10-23T06:53:00.000-07:00

Its the Last Day of School

Omfg. I cried from school all the way to home. Its about 1 and a half hour journey? Plus waiting for the bus and all... about 2 hrs?( not including the whole of the time I cried in school)

I wonder how some people can hold their tears in. Amazing feat! I actually started even b4 the last period. I actually started to try and hold my tears back halfway through when we're cleaning the classroom as a class. Together. I wanted so much to mop the floor! It seemed so fun! It was so nice seeing people I don't know very well trying to mop the floor/ clean the windows etc. Idk. Its nice seeing the other side of people.

I was still trying very hard to hold back my tears when we ate the pizza(6!!!) that Miss Wee bought for us. When people went to wash their hands, I used that as an excuse for washing my damn face.

Oh! Julene's super cute and nice CAKE(omg, everytime I think of cake, i think of Candia. Dun ask me why). It has mini Kisses choclates on it!
Happy Birthday Julene! ;D

Even though I'm still scared of her, I still think she is pretty nice.
I rmb that one MSN conversation we had. She was telling me how she knows that I dun talk alot but I listen to other people's conversation, so when they laugh and I also laugh(at their jokes etc) they think I'm weird. Actually, I admit that I'm weird la. Hmm... I started thinking that she is very very nice. Heh heh. But I'm still scared of her back in school.

People find me looking/listening(or rather STARING according to my friends) at them. I rather listen than talk maybe? Its tiring to talk. I'm lazy to open my mouth. Except for eating though.
-Back to recess break-
hahahaha. Even though I didnt join my wonderful classmates in playing dirty(literally) and messy games, its wonderful to be part of the 2A watching them play make a fool out if themselves. I had so much fun laughing at with them. They smeared cake all over each other, had piggyback races. So many of them soiled their uniform, esp their skirts. Amusing scene.

-After Recess break-
You know...people like Candia soiled their uniform... so they got to go borrow from PC room.
And. Poor unlucky Candia had to get a... Nvm, you see for yourself.

Aiyah, doesn't matter one la. Candia looks sexy in everything. She's always sexy. So yeah.
oops. the video is upside down. shit man.

BLIND MICE!
The game of 2Amplitude'08! <3>
Our class has wonderfully crazy people!<3>
They make everything seem happy and nice and fun! <3>
I was trying to take video when ~~sexy~~ elegant(long skirt/dress=elegance) blindmice Candia had to grab my hand. I didn't feel like talking so I kept quiet, hoping to juz get away.
Somehow blindmice always involves the poor brooms of our class.
Anyway, BlindMice is ♥

Last period.
The most dreaded period of the day.
Report books.
Emotionality(idk how to say la)
Overflowing tears.
Hugs![I like skin-ship(thats how Koreans say it)] ♥

Report book:
Ahaha. I expected it alrd anyway. 3rd last in class while dear dumb dumbo Deborah and Korean!So won is top 3 in their classes. (Congratulations! I feel so happy for them and proud of them!)
Emotionality:
I've always been emotional.
I can cry while watching a MV that I've watched more than 5 times.
I can cry over very very trivial things. Except results.
I'm easily touched. (:
I kept my tears in for how many periods already?
So everything started exploding when Miss Wee gave us the cute cute cute Acorn collar pin.
Miss Wee ah~ The collar pin is very beautiful.
The thought behind it is even more beautiful.
The person who thought of it is the most beautiful.
Thank you for going through thick and thin with us for these 2 year.
♥We will miss you alot alot alot! ♥

Overflowing tears:
All of a sudden everyone was crying.
Including those people whom I've always thought to be strong and would nvr cry. Like Catherine, Julene, YanTian etc ?
When I kept my tears in while writing the Target Setting form, I turned and saw Jolene, Julene, Candia crying. I couldn't keep it in anymore.
WHY???
After handing in the Target Setting Form...
The class starts the HUGGING SESSION amidst all the overflowing tears.
It feels good hugging someone, doesn't it?

YanTian: Thank you for being such a great table mate.
You have been my motivation to study a little harder.
You always nudge me and say "eh, dun sleep la."
"Why you nvr do your homework again?"
*shakes head*
ILU for tolerating my weirdness and lazyness.
Catherine/Samantha/Jolene: Thank you for the note that trggered my tear ducts.
You dun have to say sorry, I should be the one saying it to you.
You have to tolerate my weirdness for 2 whole terms.(I KNOW. I ADMIT THAT I'M WEIRD OKAY?)
Omg, you rmb the lolly and note!*cries even harder*

I LOVE MY TABLE MATES.
XOXOXO
You won't know how much hardship they went through!

Aren't I slow?
I didn't realise how much I love them till today.
I didn't even think of it ytd.
I didn't even expect it.
I tot everyone will just pai pai pi gu and leave .
Like the past 2 years was nothing.
The first time we had so much fun and tears together as a class.
We have gone through so much tgt.
The worse times and best times.
Sometimes we're so pissed at each other
and I really hated the class
and thought, WHY ARE THEY LIKE THAT?!
now I know,
they are like that because
they're 2Amplitude♥

♥Hui Ju 2Amplitude'08 saranghaeyo♥

2008-10-15T20:49:00.000-07:00

I finally pass the letter that I rewrote 5 times to her ytd.
Me= Failure
I still wouldn't dare to pass it to her w/o Deb's help.
Aha. I rmb the in the first 2, I was wishing her happy birthday.
Then the next 2 was wishing her good luck for EOYs.
Then the last 2 was wishing happy belated birthday cos there was nothing else to wish her for..I guess. since EOY are long over.
Why she didnt take the birthday present I bought 4 her...?
I saved up $$ and
tried my best to find a present that has something to do with the animes/mangas she has been watching/reading recently...
Maybe she didnt know it was for her birthday..? Maybe she thought it was for the apology...?

2008-08-25T03:08:00.001-07:00

Maybe...

I really am regretting

Maybe...

I can finally feel the hurt and pain

Maybe...

I really can't do without you

Maybe...

The longer I procrastinate, the lesser the courage I will have

Maybe...

I just want our friendship back

Maybe...

I miss your bubbly lame-ness

Maybe...

I miss your non stopping mouth

Maybe...

I should really pluck up my courage to hand that piece of pathetic letter to you

Maybe...

I don't know.

2008-07-10T03:41:00.000-07:00

I have a new obsession!
With YouTube!!!
No la.
Just videos on YouTube which really makes me happy.
<3
*HUGS*

2008-07-03T06:46:00.000-07:00

I think its so cool to have a friend like you.
Someone that really tells me what I've done wrong
Straight in my face
I like it.

Thank you,
for sharing so much with me,
for telling me my mistakes,
for getting pissed at the stuff that I get pissed abt myself too.

:D

2008-06-28T06:49:00.000-07:00

Hmm. First week of school was cope-able la.

Thank you and Sorry Catherine, to have caused you such misery for the past 3 mths. Thank you for tolerating me so much. You finally have someone to talk to during lessons :D

Sorry YanTian. Every time you try to talk to me, I either gave you a nod or smile(juz stay silent) or gave you super short answers. 不好意思！

Why am I always scared of people sitting beside me?!
They are nice and its not like I dun like them or something..
Im just too afraid to open my damn mouth to talk.
WHY.

2008-06-24T23:29:00.000-07:00

I need my rainbows. I really mean it.

I'm so glad to know that there's someone who understands what I am gg through now,
cos she went through it. Many a time, people say they understand
when you go to them for a listening ear.
But do they really understand?

She's probably right that most people are mean now.
I am one of those people perhaps?

Didn't go for Guzheng self prac today.
Feeling unwell.
Emotionally and physically.
Had stomachache( or was it cramp idk)
Thought about some stuff)
I ~~want~~ need my happy ending.

2008-06-23T06:15:00.000-07:00

OMGOSH. Theres SwImMiNg tmr! Kill me please?! The whole world will see all the blubber that I stored! My swimming costume is HoReNdOuS!!! It shows off my blubber and 'sexyback'. XD

DON'T LAUGH OKAY?!

2008-06-23T00:30:00.000-07:00

Yay! I survived the first day of Term 3! Well, juz that I forgot my tie which made me a tieless person. I was still dreading about gg 2 sch ytd. But when I reached sch, I realised how much I miss my friends. Its so fun sitting in front or anywhere ard Vivian and ShuJia. They are SO funny, and in a harmless nice way too. ;)
Shall go do my chinese holiday homework which I just cant finish ytd. :D

2008-06-17T07:28:00.000-07:00

Some1 teach me how to motivate myself to do hw and study pls...

2008-06-12T05:55:00.000-07:00

Yay! Went out with SuHui ytd! Finally! Hope I can meet up with the rest of them this hols too(eg. JM, WJ, Jos, SH[again!]Caris, Amanda...). How wonderful would it be...

Ha,had lots 2 catch up on with SH. Miss her so dearly. & she misses me too! It not unrequited love! :D We actually planned to do hw/study at Loyang Point Macdonalds, then go
E!Hub Cathay to watch movie. We ended up just eating lunch at Macs and then headed for E!Hub. Wasted alot of time there.
AND! SuHui makes me jealous in every sense... She has an elder brother(I think its nice to have an elder brother!), she has a super cool and nice clique in school to let her enjoy going to school, she has a...um...something I wish to have for fun seriously... etc. One thing that she have which I'm SO NOT jealous of... Is Her Mom. Really. Her mom went to LP Macs to spot check on her. I think that is alittle OVER bah.
Anyway, had loads of fun, SH keeps forcing me to camwhore. Maybe not camwhore, just..taking pics. ;D

Had a bad stomachache when I reached home. Dun noe why.
Talked for SUPER-LONG with Jos on the phone last night. Everytime talk to her confirm more than 1h long de. Tsk. But she super funny also la. Made me laugh like siao.

When me and JM ask SH to create blog, she dun wan. When he ask her to create she create! Hmph! 重色轻友！

Yay, I ♥ June 12 2008!

2008-06-04T06:46:00.000-07:00

Haha. I can't believe that there's actually people who visit my blog. Well, I'm kinda...happy? ;)

Hmm... I am such a SUPER FANTASTIC procrastinator! :P

I haven't started on any homework yet. I can't resist playing Maple and Audi. Audi so super hard to level as compared to Maple. Arghz! MapleSea is screwed for my computer! D:
I can't even go to MapleSEA.com to download the new client... tsk...
Must start to do homework SOON :/
I realised blogging is like talking to yourself... xD
Some one please give me the motivation to do homework!!!

Shall change blogskin the next time I log in Blogger...

I love YES 933!!! :D

Peace ~ SavingGaia ~ Mother Earth ~ Love ~ Green ~ SMILE!

2008-05-16T15:38:00.000-07:00

You made me cry.

2008-05-16T15:35:00.000-07:00

Shu Jia passed her 2.4 on Tuesday! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

BUT WITH A BETTER TIMING THAN ME.

Wo bu shuang! :@

Lol.

2008-05-12T02:00:00.000-07:00

Just feeling very random. No mood to start on my pile of unfinished work. Shan't care. Anyway, ShuJia improved her 2.4km timing by about 30secs or so. *Claps*Got 1 very nice Sec 1 pulled her back all the way. If w/o her help, SJ wouldn't improve by so much. But when we turned around to find her, that sec1 was gone. Thank you dear sec1!!!

I can't go CIP today ): nvm.

I told you, I'm feeling very random.I know these songs are old. In my opinion, some oldies stay oldies because they rock :D Angela's songs always make me FEEL. I dun now feel what though...

2008-05-10T05:14:00.000-07:00

D:

Zhang lao shi left on Wednesday.
Ms Teo left on Thursday.

Why is everyone who is nice leaving?

Is Mr Ang gg to leave soon too? Cos he's one of the very few nice teachers. I don't think there is anymore nice teachers? Is there? I don't want him to leave or else my maths will start to drop again. He is a good Maths teacher. ):

***

Had our assessment for __________ today. It wasn't very hard. It is fun! So weird to have a test to be fun... I enjoyed the test! For the first and last time, I enjoyed a test.
Haha, thank you all of you at__. Never fail to make my day. Thanks Ice-cream, sitting with you is so much fun even though we didn't talk. We just said "Can I borrow this?" "Can I borrow that?". Rofl.

I saved $2 today. Lol. I like today. (:

♥It is Mother's Day tmr. Wishing all mothers Happy Mother's Day!♥

I can't get my eyes off you.

Neither can I get my mind.

Your smile=My laughter

ILY (:

2008-05-06T05:25:00.000-07:00

First and foremost, I passed my 2.4km run yesterday! :D *Woots!*

Secondly, Kahei passed her's today at a amazing timing of 17.somthing minutes! (Hmph! Better than my 18.12 huh?!)

Thirdly, ShuJia is gonna pass her's next week at an amazing timing of 16.something! (Yes, Believe in Yourself ShuJia, you can do it!)

Forth, I screwed the 5 Items retest today. Well, looking on the bright side, I passed everything! I just did much badly for SBJ cos my legs still hurt a heck from ytd's strenous running. From the first test's 17(or 6)9, now become 158. Nvm, I've better things to worry and care abt than this NAPFA.

Fifth, I want to thank Sudhisha for motivating me to run when I wanted to walk during 2.4, saying "Run a little bit, at least it'll cover some distance!", Vivian and XinYing for running with us, Oh! & the nice nice classmates I have that cheered us on at the last checkpt.I wanted to slow down and stop at that pt cos my legs cnt tahan anymore but Julene suddenly yell "Hurry, only got a few seconds left!!!". Wah, I decided to run a little faster that moment.So, 1/4 of my thanks goes to Jul!

Sixth, I have loads of homework untouched.

Lastly, I want to play Gaia now. Bye bye :)

2008-04-24T03:54:00.000-07:00

Shall start off my post with tag replies.

♥SYA: Eww. Dun ego la. Fine, I love you. Happy? Im happy too! I shall not live in denial (:

♥deborah(:: Yes, you are always nice :D

♥YunYi♥: I am sorry. I understand now. Im slow. Its my fault alright? I shouldnt have misunderstood you. Its just that you were so harsh and sudden that day. I really know my mistake. &, thank you, ILY (:

You say i jumped to the other side of the shore. You say I betray you. You say everything you thought I thought. You treat the care and concern I had for you as ~~nothing~~ shit. you didn't see what was behind my smile. I saw how you used a person and then throw them away AGAIN AND AGAIN. I don't want to be your victim, your prey. You think I talk alot to her and cheat you and tell her everything. No, I don't. I kept everything you told me to myself. You make me jump to the other side of the shore. People used to be on your side because you are the one who's right and she's the one who's wrong. But you forced us to be on her side. Because you don't care. You were so anxious to know my reaction that you smsed me to ask if Im offended. I haven seen it then. Now I saw it, and I can tell you I am not offended because thats how you want me to feel, and I will feel the exact opposite. Because I know it was there purposely to offend me :)

I just made that mistake myself. I realised it. I understood it, hopefully it wasn't too late. I hope you can come to your senses just like how I did before its way too late.

***

I am so glad that i managed to come to school slight early nowadays by myself. I don't need my father to speed and chiong me to school and hurt his arm and leg anymore. First step to changing myself for the better. Yay!

2nd step: Strive to finish my work on time.

3rd step: Sleep less. Don't go home and sleep and wake up only at 5.30am the next morning.

4th step: Understand the effort and thought of others thoroughly and not repay good with evil.

改变自己:D

You are still on my mind.

SInce ever and forever.

2008-04-19T05:18:00.000-07:00

Oh my gosh.

Just get out of my mind will you?

Why can't I stop thinking about you?!

This is damn frustrating.

Aarghz. Screwed. I owe so much homework.

1. SEL Leadership Journal ( stupid hw. doesn't really help la. PROPAGANDE)

2. 应用文 (I still got no idea how to do it)

3. Literature

5. History summary

6. something which I can't remember.

Jumping to the brighter side of things, I actually got an A2 for MATHS test! Moreover, its a maths test filled with algebra! But I gotta admit that the paper was pretty simple. I should be able to do better. Nvm! :D

YOU. Don't think you know everything. Don't think for me unless you are me. You don't understand anything at all. I'm freakin out and there you are slashing it all out at me :(

2008-04-12T08:35:00.000-07:00

Yay! 50th post! Shall embed the house cheers that I tot was nice. Its according to my preference! Shall embed Rose's next time, cos I realise it was not THAT bad after watching it for a few times.Just like people, they dun seem as bad as what you tot they were initially after getting to know them. Some people rocks and yet i've been cock-heart to not see it earlier. ;D

1st!
BOUGAE!
2nd!
Ixora!
3rd!
Garde!
4th!

Ole

I think Ixora and Garde has a TIE!

Cute cute Sharianty and cool cool Kimberly was in Ixora's Cheerleading. Kim did cartwheels and Sharianty did...everything and anything!

Hmm... Dearest Deborah was a cheerleader for Gardenia!

Haha. She was so blur. She cant find her pom-poms! Nevertheless, she still managed to fly high and fast and she did really well. *Clap clap*

And, GZ did very well for the CCA race too! Haha, XinYi look so cute running with her hair tied...um..in a weird alieny way! *Claps!*

2008-04-11T04:34:00.000-07:00

1. Happy Belated B'day XinYing. I forgot to bring your b'day prezzie 2day, AGAIN! ):

2. Mrs Lowe is SO cute! Mr Gabriel is...um... funny but lame. Nvm, at least he tried to engage the audiene (us)!

3. 10th April is the WORST DAY of my life. [Sorry XinYing]
-I forgot my breakfast
-I flunked Literature test (even though I don't really care that much)
-I lost my wallet
-I broke a mug (& my dad almost killed me)

4. Sports Day rocked (and sucked)
ROCK
- Bougae cheerleading rocks ( We got 3rd!)
- Bougae cheerleaders rocks (obviously)
- I laughed and cried (on Sports Day. Its Amazing)...

SUCK
- Cheerleading judges sucked. They are ~~cock-eyed~~. (sorry teachers, but you all seriously DID)
- Rose cheerleading was not good enough to get 2nd 4 cheerleading.
- Bougae didnt get Champion House but we did our best :)
- Roses don't deserve 2nd for Cheerleading. It just wasn't THAT good. At least its MUCH BETTER than me cheerleading. Can't imagine the ugly scene if i ever cheerlead... ):

5. ♥I Love Bouganvilla!♥

2008-04-04T07:18:00.000-07:00

Yay! I'm so happy today! haha.

I did my best in everything I could, and thus, I'm very proud of myself today! :D

Guzheng was quite fun.. AS USUAL.Just without YY around.
A piece of the ceiling in GZ room fell!!! Before we even came in...
I ~~hate~~ Shalom and Deborah! They play until so PRO. Made me feel inferior ):
Oh. Something that I didn't do my best. I wasn't obedient during guzheng. I talked a few times while seniors were talking. Oops, sorry.

After guzheng I stayed back to finish up my Maths Ex 3.1 corrections, which I wanted to ask Mr. Ang about, but Vivienne also stayed back because she had a prize to collect! Congrats! She teached me how to do the maths corrections! Thank you Vivienne!!! :)

AND THEN. THE BEST THING TODAY.

I saw Zoe and Shuxian or Jol or I dunno. Its just not Steph and Connie. They came and talked to us me! Haha. Lol :D
NEXT, I saw WeiTing! She saw me too! And she WAVED TO ME!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

♥I LOVE ZOE!!! She will always be my fav. senior! ♥

2008-03-29T07:19:00.000-07:00

From now onwards,
This is the start of my life.

I shall live life to the fullest,
and never ever give myself the chance regret what I decided on.

I love you people.

:D

(I suddenly felt like dancing)

2008-03-26T22:33:00.000-07:00

Yeeeeessshh. My blog is dead :D

I want to try to change myself :) to be more hardworking and slack LESSSS.
Yay, Mrs R.W is so ~~nice~~ naive to book the com lab for us. Like we will actually do the debate research la.
Some quite nice music is blasting out from the com that Ashley and YanTian and Julene is using. :)
Emailing Kiran. She lost and found her dog! Some teenage boys were bullying her dog Prince D: So mean...

改变自己 :D

2008-03-17T00:53:00.000-07:00

I am too lazy to continue my post about the learning journey...
What to do? Thats me. Lazy bummer.Wonderful EATER(esp when im not happy). Nostalgic(6A'06) ~~idiot~~ SuperWoman :D

I really miss them loads. Incl. Isa, haha.
Vicky, how could I ever forget you! I rmb all of you okay! You are our class babe somemore! :DDDDD

I MISS THE HOLIDAYS TOO. Its only 1 week! That is like so bloody SHORT. I didn't finish my homework, as usual. But i tried. I started doing on Monday okay?! I didn't go out with them. D: I miss them like hell..or maybe Heaven? Rofl. I wish I had an MC for the rest of the days I have to spend in Cedar.
Lol, Im like talking to myself.
Blogging is like that la, dumbass Hui ju!

Tag replies:
Nat: Hmm... Nono. Sorry, I can't go into Express Chinese with you. I have a HIGH expectation of myself for Chinese as well as my family have. My family is CHI-NA family. Its the first (and the LAST!) time I fail my Chinese main paper! I miss the times when I did so bloody well for Chinese main paper( what I mean is I miss Higher Chinese class 06 which of course, includes Mr Yeo..)
Deborah: Try to look at everyone's best side okay? Oh, that sounds like backside (buttocks! lol)!

Yushu: Okay, I'll link you! Im not a dude!!! haha.

[-Sp]: Haha. I updated just for you! Don't you feel honoured?! Have your own blog la! Or o you alrd have it and its juz that im slow?

Vicky♥: Dun worry, I'll never ever in my life forget you!Mmm...I miss 6A'06, don't you?..... :(

Charmaine AND Gloria: Alamak, I dun like to see my friends fall out with each other leh. Try to stop this soon okay? Its sad to be like that right? None of you want this, do you?!

I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.

♥I MISS YOU 6A'06 AND MS MAK AND YANG LAO SHI!!!!♥

2008-03-05T23:58:00.000-08:00

Back from KL looonnnnnggg time ago. Bought loads of food for my family. Spent a bomb on chocs from the chocolate boutique there. The Expresso chocs tasted really nice n the price was damn "nice" too...But I still bought it anyway. Yum!

Day 1:
Went to pick up our friends from Sekolah Tun Fatimah(STF). Had lunch. Went to some rice mill place.

The yellow thingy is the husk of rice. A lot right?!
The sacks of 20kg rice.(sending to other places for re-packaging)

Their own brand of rice. :D

Then went to some palm plantation thingy. But it rained. So in the end we just sat in the bus and listened to the tour guide talk. :(
Then went to some war memorial place, I think.
Had dinner at a sea food restaurant! Had crabby!!!! Nat doesn't know how to eat crabs. I knocked open for her, she also dun wan :@
The scenery outside the restaurant was fantastic!!!

see?! :DDDDDDDD

Went to hotel. My butt hurts after sitting on the bus for the whole day. ROFL
Hotel room was considered quite big as compared to other pple's. :D
The toilet door was so cute! The same door for 2 frames! For the toilet door and the toilet bowl cubicle! So cool! At first everyone thought there wasn't a toilet. I was so scared that I can't shit in there la!
Gloria wanted me to accompany her while she bathed, so I sat on the toilet bowl while she bathed at the bathing area. I requested her to sing 张韶涵 's 梦里花. Haha. Had so much fun singing that I think Cheryl was pissed off by us outside. Wahax. I swear I didnt peep or peek okay?! xD
Cheryl bathed alone. Aww, so sad.
Gloria did the same thing when I was bathing. Lol. We're not les nor perverts. Think STRAIGHT. (:

Day 2:
Woke at 6.30 am. Went to lobby to eat breakfast at 7am. :D Not very nice la, but still a feast for morning breakfast. I loved the congee. So nice! I had congee, hotdogs, roti-prata(not nice),1 hashbrown, cereals with milk. Haha. I ate a lot.Went back up to prepare for the trip later.

Went to Forest Research Institute of Malaysia which was what i had been looking forward to, the most.Had a lot of fun. Yay! Pics.

The picture from National Geographic cover, I think.

Lizard on the tree. Its fake i think?

Gtg. Continue next time. I am only gonna use 1.5hour of comp per day now. Actually I've got loads of thing s to blog about but have no time! D:

2008-02-26T03:40:00.000-08:00

Hey!I forgot to tell everyone that I'm going to Kuala Lumpur tomorrow for LEARNING JOURNEY!!!
Yays! I'm so excited! Yesss! it finally arrived! But I don't know what will happen to my family after I go M'sia coz...
Nevermind la. I shall just enjoy myself there and call them every night. Its 3 days 2 nights.
Yippeee! I can go rainforest! Yayyayayayay!
I can do research for my wonderful ambition of "BOTANIST"!
I love trees and flowers and grass and all the green things!
♥NATURE NATURE NATURE NATURE NATURE NATURE♥
I 'll be away from 27th Feb(7.45am?) to 29th Feb(6.15pm?)
People, don't miss me okay? I'll be back real soon :D
I guess this is the only thing that doesn't really have a bad side for me to look at.

*Muz say BYE BYE and 一路顺风 /Bon Voyage to me okays!
I'll still miss 6A'06 in M'sia one. haha. so random...
I love nature :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Collapse and Die

2008-02-25T03:28:00.000-08:00

Urghz! God, help me!

I cant keep up with anything nowadays

NOTHING.

Maths- Algebra,

SUCK.

Science-States of Matter,

not so bad. :)

Chinese- I haven do BanYueJi and YingYongWen,

Bloody shit.

I just can't get the homework mood these days

Nothing I do is right.

Everything he do is right.

Why doesn't he ever understand?!

English-No inspiration for the portfolio thingy.

I owe a total of 5 homework!!!

And I am still here blogging.

Go to hell la,

Hui Ju.

Tag replies:

Deborah- ooh, I am so the opposite of emo. Lol.

Syahirah- Okay, I am not emo. I just FEEL emo okay? hello.. i am uber lonely can?!

LuoTing- Hello! thk you for tagging my blog! But its hard not to look on the bad side of life...But thanks anyway!

I miss 6A'06

2008-02-20T02:01:00.001-08:00

Perhaps all my emo-ness and unhappiness and all the bad-ness's cure is to see people of PRPS 6A'06.

It was a DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
day actually. Why I never get whatever that I want?Never. No matter how hard I tried. I tried. All the time. Why?
Fuck.

Until I saw them. My saviour of the day.6A'06. Not the whole class but only 2 of them. I am not even close to them. But nevertheless, I still LOVE them. Just seeing them made me SMILE. I wasnt smiling for the past 10 hours. The sight of them simply made me smile. ILY people. We did not even talk can?! 1 of them said something though. His words are always with a pinch of sarcasm, a whole lot funny-ness. Made me smile again. IL6A'06. I miss you guys...

I am desperate to meet all of them again. I need HUGS. I need HUGS from them. I don't care if they are fat or thin, tall or short, humorous or plain, girls or guys, smart or stupid, as long as they are a member of the special 6A'06 in my heart. Even food can't make me that genuinely happy.

Food, you have to go 2nd in my ranking of happiness helper.

I am not EMO and not SAD and not JEALOUS and not HEARTBROKEN anymore :DDDDDDD

2008-02-16T01:42:00.000-08:00

BYE BYE.

2008-02-16T00:40:00.000-08:00

Emo is love.

I didn't like the feeling when I wrote the letter. I didn't like the feeling when I gave her the letter.

I wrote 2 other seniors too. I actually wanted to write to Jasmine n Roslyn too. But I didn't because I didn't have the time to as I was too busy studying for the Maths test which I flunked in the end. So many TOOs in this paragraph...

Why? Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
I want to have a mass crying session. Anyone wanna register? No registration fee required.

I need HUGS.

Why did it turn out like that?
Don't avoid me.
Look at me in the EYE.
Were you feeling "Oh shit" when I handed it to you?

Shut your ass, Hui Ju. You know you suck. Don't try denying it.

Vulgarities rock. Tears rock too.

I wanna sleep forever and never wake up.
Even if I wake up, I wanna wake up in PRPS, in our 6A'06 classroom.

2008-02-11T00:01:00.000-08:00

Omygosh. Can you please stop being such goody-goody and yet complain-y person? I cannot tahan you any longer you know? You can be a really nice friend, but please do not complain so much. There's almost nothing to complain about Mrs Lowe and you amazed me by finding so much to complain about her. Oh. The goody-goody part. Don't rush home immediately after school lah. Don't need to report everything to your parents one. Learn to not report everything to your parents. It is probably because your family is like that, so you end up like that... I am sorry. You are a nice person overall.
Tests are coming up. Revision not started at all. NOT AT ALL. You go man, HaJi.
I suck very much. I hate myself. I hate myself. I suck.

2008-02-06T12:02:00.000-08:00

I am still awake at 4.05am!!! Yay! I dun wan to break my record of 5.15am anymore though. Chatted with a Primary 6 fren just now. Had um...FUN? cos haven met each other for a damn long time as 6A'06 haven got any gathering yet. D:

I am so fillial can?! Stay up until so late. Even JiaMin n SuHui cant beat me. I wonder what WenJing n YunYi is up to now in Malaysia. They can have fire crackers n gums n loads of other nice nice stuff in Malaysia. My fren that I chatted to will also be going M'sia. M'sia seems like a nice place xcept for its TRAFFIC.

Bye. I think I am gonna sleep now cos theres no one to chat to. I am BORED. Shall I snack on the CNY goodies first or my jellybeans first? Haha. I am so happy!

♥PRPS n 6A'06 ROCKS ME OFF MY BED. ♥
(even though they didnt let us in today to visit our dear teachers)

2008-02-04T03:27:00.000-08:00

I dun think Im gonna change my URL to angelic-aurora anymore. Its so...GIRLY. I mean angelic.

Maybe I'll change it to something simpler. maybe just aurora. I really like this word u noe...Cos It reminds me of one of Angela's album. ;D

I think I'll change it to... http://smile-aurora.blogspot.com

Does it sound OK? Arghhhh! I dunnoe wad to change my URL to!!! Tell me if the URL sounds yucky or wrong okay? xD

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Dedicated to loveBOON, Deborah n IRA(she will noe its refering to her) :

Thk you for being my wonderful wonderful counsellors n for caring abt me. I Love You! I'll give all of u a Valentine's Day prezzie I swear :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2008-02-01T00:43:00.000-08:00

I am changing my URL really soon...
3...
2...
1...
Get ready to relink!!!
haha.
tell you all first wad its gonna be called :)

its gonna be:
http://angelic-aurora.blogspot.com

DUN STEAL OKAY? IM NICE TO TELL YOU PPLE B4 HAND ALREADY!!!

2008-01-30T01:22:00.000-08:00

Im tired,
I really am.

我真的好累，
好累好累。。。

2008-01-25T07:45:00.000-08:00

Woots! Today school half day only! Yay yay!!! :D
I think I did badly for the Home Econs quiz la...

Went to ShuJia's hse aft sch with Vivian, XinYing n Kahei to celebrate her birthday, which is ytd which is also Sherilyn's b'day.
Haha, ytd was so funny. Sharianty ask Sherilyn if she noe that ytd was someone's b'day, Sherilyn ask her if she knew when is Sherilyn's b'day. Sharianty said she dunno :P Then she ask Sherilyn when is her b'day. Ooh, i was giggling mad beside. Hehe. Sharianty came n ask me cos Sherilyn pulled a (cute) long face. She was like "Haji! Tell me when is her b'day!!!" while covering her mouth. Then I cnt tahan n burst out in laughter.

At ShuJia's hse we played Cheat while waiting for the pizza. Ooh, its a big big pizza. Pepperoni. Had Swenson ice cream cake also. Damn nice :DDDDD

Next, we went to Vivocity!!! It was bloody big can?! The shops there all branded shops one, all so exp. I think I prefer shopping at Bugis la. Nice n Cheap. haha. Im a scrooge. But I like Kappa. Actually, I wanted to buy a Kappa bag instead of my Myuk bag that im carrying now, but the price is like 2x lor. I muz help my parents save $$$.

Vivian, ShuJia n Xinying took turns to tell ghost stories. Now we all are like kinda frightened of the OLJ to KL now. CREEPY.

Then aft that, Vivian, Kahei n me went hm first while ShuJia n XinYing went for more shopping. I nvr knew that XinYing n ShuJia are such shopaholics la! Gosh. I agree that they have damn gd taste. XinYing was like stopping at every shop to see see look look, which made Kahei n Vivian vr frustrated cos Kahei was vr hungry n Vivian was vr thirsty. Haha. They damn cute la. So funny lor.

I ♥ Green Tea. wahahax.

2008-01-24T02:40:00.000-08:00

Tsk. So pissed on the MRT juz now can?! Got 1 elderly woman ah, all white hair de, not even a strand of grey/black hair have to like stand on the MRT for like 10 stops? So many pple lyk suddenly go to sleep or too busy with their handphones. Fcuk. Then it was like 1 not so elderly elderly man who gave up his seat for the more elderly woman la. Like WTF?! I was standing. Durh.

~~S'pore sux man~~

I suddenly miss primary school so much. Not that i dun miss it usually but 2day i tot alot and actually cried la. Cos i was standing outside dear PRPS looking at the P2s having fun fun PE, with MDM YEO!!! Gosh. & my ~~bloody~~ sister have to come back from GZ at THAT time to see me CRY. SQUATTING DOWN OUTSIDE THE FENCE! Stupid haji(thats how badi n sharianty n ahem call me cos its easier for them) :D

Yay! Our school got a MEAN of 9.9 for O'lvls! Gratx!!! :DDD

I MISS PRIMARY SCHOOL!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2008-01-22T01:00:00.000-08:00

Didnt have the chance to blog for quite some time. 1 thing first. I didnt have Yushu's hp no. so i didnt wish her happy b'day yet. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YUSHU!!! (like she even come to my blog, but nvm.)

Homework isnt that much for now... Sh!t... I haven do my 应用文 yet... Got maths oso...
Yay! Today Jolene & my kebabs turned out really nice! Miracles can actually happen, me can cook me can cook! haha.ME!

wad did i wanna blog abt huh? omygosh, i 4got AGAIN! Oh, i rmb now...

Carparks is love! Carparks rock! you can run ard like nobody's business!( at the top top storey la! u run anyhow at 1st/2nd floor ah, u die ur business lor) Bubbles are Love too! Haven played them for a really long time. Bubbles can be so...enchanting?

Mr Gabriel's teaching you muz really understand them the 1st time he explain la. If not the more u listen the more confused you are... I think he is really following wad my dear GARFIELD cat says la. "If you cant convince them, confuse them" Hehehe...
Mr Ang's teaching quite gd la, not bad. I love Ms Wan!!! She so cute la! omygoshgosh!

Early Happy B'day! to ShuJia n Sherilyn! :D
Im in love with Angela's ANG5.0 & Ocean's 101 Love letters! <33333

2008-01-15T00:25:00.000-08:00

Omygosh...
I fell asleep in English lesson! Mrs RW must have seen it but she was nice to not call me n embarrass me. Its the first lesson la. WTH. But Mrs RW is nice la. but smtimes she have mood swings...
PE was so damn tiring la. I mean the push up part. I hate jumping too :P

I saw Miss Mak when I go home! I was super elated la! I simply LOVE & ADORE her! She's the nicest tcher ever!!! Talked abit n then go home. Duh.

Kiran replied my email! She said she dreamt of Cedar last nite. how cool! I saved her life by telling her ShuJia's B'day was on 24th when she tot it was 28th! Haha. I really miss her la-long long plait!

...kcartkcab won, yakO

Yesterday, went to play aft sch wif Sya n Sharianty n some P6 guys. Those guys were really nice xcept 4 something. Sya wanted to be sick n was walking in the rain. She tot it was FUN. BULLSHIT.
Well, actually, it was la...Haha, she dint get sick enuf in the end cos me n Sharianty stopped her. We wouldn't like our dear dear fren to be sick wud we? Then. something struck. Then did smthing 'special' for someone. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Love loves!

2008-01-02T11:34:00.000-08:00

Ohhh~

Once again, I lost my ability to speak and laugh.
I cant bring myself to say HI or help pick up apen even though i really wanted to
Froze in my seat...
I shall now resume my past time of
crying to sleep...
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However, my aftnn was fun!!! i kept using wrong words that made them scared of me esp someone...haha...

2007-11-30T10:29:00.000-08:00

Just came back from chalet today(or considered ytd, its 2.45am now...) It was um.. kinda fun..AT THE ARCADE. And also, its super filling! My stomach nvr gets the chance to grumble. haha.

First Day

Fetch YunYi from Pasir Ris Mrt at 1.25pm. Ha. Then we went Comics Collection where YY spent $10+++ on comics/mangas. Took dunno bus wad to Downtown East. Then went in chalet... Realised that we had arrived super early... at 1.50pm+ when the meeting time was 2.30pm. Tsk. lazed ard 4 VERY loooonnnngggg. Started pouring aft some time... Mie, and YY was stucked in the rain 4 abt 30 mins... I ask YY to go into the Pavillion with mie and she dun wan. So evil. Then, she dun go i dun go lor. So kena wet a little bit. When everyone arrived the room still not ready yet. When Sec4 commitee mems came, i was smailed at them cos no dao-ing is accepted, and I always tot they weren't as bad we tot of them esp 'Connie. Then, Connie actually saw but she looked away with the expression on her face as though im siao one.

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At evening, the seniors started the BBQ. ard 7, lower secs took over. and I think we did better than the sec 3s. Haha. Tricia was good at strting the fire. =D The paper plates cant work( for the fire), YY took some scrap paper to be lighted, and it was kinda successful. Yays! It was drizzling slightly when we BBQed, so some of the pple had to cheng san for those helping to BBQ. I did both. Hahax. The first chicken wing bbq-ed by me was praised by a sec 2 senior( im super sorry that i 4got ur name, SORRY!) that it looks very nice, as in the most cooked nicely de, not chaota and said it will be left for those who put in hard work, dun wan to bring in 4 the Sec3s and 4s, ha. Omgosh, I felt so happy can?! Then, i did 1 or 2 more. the last 2 i tried was uber stubborn, dun wan to be cooked by mie, 1h+ still not done yet. :@ But, Connie's stick was even worse, half hour still look super raw. haha. Then, passed it to me, but very soon aft that, my eyes cnt tahan liao, tears strting flowing out. the smoke was the culprit! actually, i din feel anything b4, then suddenly it beng kui, go bonkers le. wahx. Go wash my eyes, then Tricia presented mie a chicken wing, which dropped on the floor. Yucks! But i din mind, so i took it to the toilet to wash and eat. If not so waste la! cook 4 so long then the garbash bin eat! Relax Tricia, I haven got any stomachache or vomitting symptoms yet, no need medical fees 4 now :)

I ate 1 chicken wing and 2 or 3 sausages for dinner that nite. So little. wahax. But, I felt so full then. cant believe. Now I noe how my mum felt when everytime she said she no appetite aft she cooks. Ate loads of junk food...

Went arcade, stayed ard 4 awhile, went back earlier than the others with Deb.

Played ?Cham Cham Cham? with sec4s 4 awhile b4 bathing. Haha. Deb cant understand the game rules. hahaha....

At nite, all the sec1s super uber hyper can?, we didnt slp a wink at nite. We stayed up to 5+ talking and doing my stupid, head boggling maths question(1 whole nite, onli do 1 question)
Sec4s not bad oso, stayed up to 4+ i think.

2nd Day

Went for a walk in the dawn. So cold sia. Come back le, then go slp lo.wake up eat hashbrown 4 breakfast...then YY was desperate to go WWW la. Not like she nvr go b4... and resulted her in 1 of her life's greatest regrets...lol. not so serious la. 2nd day was super boring.. but valerie(sec2) taught us many many fun fun games while the others were at WWW. I love the ' Huh? & What? ' game. so confusing n umm, fun. Gonna miss her and qizhen...

3rd Day

woke up to eat donuts for breakfast. haha. then went arcade 1 last time. I miss the arcade...
then go hm lor...

I love camps! Ooh, talking abt this reminds me of P5 camp. Ooh, it was love!!!

*I delay this post alot cos im bz wif some other stuff.I actually started this post on the nite i came back(well, its at 2.45am). Sorry, theDEB, and loveBoon. I updated ok?!

*Actually, Sec4s are nice la. ESP Zoe!!!!! <3>

2007-10-25T04:51:00.000-07:00

Yay! Today is so super nice! First got the pleasant surprise of 1A getting Best Class Award! Whoots!

Muacksx! The nice nice emblem we made(ok, maybe onli the class com or smthing) is now in the rubbish bin D: I took 1 last photo of it b4 i left sch aft my reflectiond today. I love the Acorn!

Next, was that we topped the Sec 1 level for Sci! Thk you Mrs Tan! 4 teaching sci to us so well den we can achieve that de. I hope we're gonna get her as our Sci tcher again nxt yr, even though some pple dun like her cos say she always scold us n make us shuddup.
Then, was the news from Mrs FUNNY Lowe that we topped the Sec 1 level, 4 EL!!! Yay! thk Mrs Lowe, cos u always make make us laugh and make the lessons interesting n funneh. :D BTW, she got us chocolates as well. FROM SWITZERLAND one u noe?!?!?!

Last was um... Varsha racking her brains on hoew to spend the prize $. im so sad 4 her..cos um... its not easy to find smthing that everyone wud like to do and next, the date which everyone can make it. At 1st I oppose to Sentosa, becos.I DUNNO HOW TO GET THERE!!! And my dad say got pple die there b4 n got some ghost thingy. he saw someone drown when he was on duty on day dere. Scary. but our laughter on that day will probably drown the ghost? haha, hope so. Sorry Varsha! 4 making things so difficult 4 u.

then of cos Report Bks la. I dun care abt that one la. Dun talk abt it even though i wasnt happy n wasnt upset too. I wasnt feeling anything. juz "oh" n "ok". wadeva.

The pple hu played blind mice todae so funneh. U'll be entertained juz by watching them play w/o doing anything. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

This is the milk/marshmallow bottle our dear Wei Ting gave us on Valentine's Day!

2007-10-17T23:41:00.000-07:00

HaLlOwEeN?
Im so happy that everything is back to normal now :D Sch's post exam activities kinda suck la...
Finally got back some neoprints taken long loong time ago with YunYi and Shalom!!! but haven get back the zheng ban copy. I photocopy one part accidentally when im supposed to scan it :P
post it now. Its kinda stupid lah. That two seriously noes how to pose but they cant decorate coz they dunno how. lol. xD

IMAGES HAVE BEEN REMOVED THKS TO PLANETCRUSH xD

im so bored can? haiyo...im bored bored bored. tsk. i actually dun like putting my pics online one, thats y u nvr seen my own photo on my blog. But today is super boring! so nothing to post nothing to do so have to xi sheng my photo. LOL.

Nat says that everytime she asks me questions or talk to me den i will turn away.Sorry! I always didnt hear you!!! sorry sorry sorry! My ear got problem one la. I vr long nvr drop the olive oil into my ear to 'melt' the hardened shit inside.so everytime pple talk den i nvr hear properly so i juz smile and say "yah...". hahahaha.

I wan 6A gathering!!!

aiyo, why so little sec 1 gz members going to the DTE the chalet one??? only got YY, Boonie, Deb and me. so kelian. D:

2007-10-07T05:50:00.000-07:00

Yay! Exams are FiNaLlY over! Didnt blog on fri cos my dad and sis choppe the computer. haix, my com spoil again. SH!T lorz.

I miss guzheng practices. not thAt i practiced at hm and wanted to show seniors that i practiced... in fact, i didnt touch it for lyk, 1 or 2 mths??? I didnt dare to touch my gz cos the noise it makes simply suck. I tiao the yin accordingly to YinQin laoshi wad, but i juz cnt get it rite. Stupid.

Happy Belated Birthday to, um,Jasmine and Kahei, and err...Kiran!

I mugged till like morning 3+ to 4+ b4 the exam leh! then, i slp awhile and then wake up n chiong to sch! Haha, im not Superwoman lah. I took long aftnn naps, equivalent to like 5 - 7 hrs, so its enuf. I hate the fact that nothing gets into my head when i try studying in the day. Stuffs get into my head only after 12 am. My life is so upside down. I guess im a owl if im an animal...

I studied History from 12.30pm to like 4 pm and, i only managed to get chapter one and two inside my brain. while i studied from 11.45pm to 4.30 am in the morning and got all the rest of the chapters in!

So yeah, im really happy that exam's over.But DHS and AHS haven yet, so cnt hang out with my best frens cos they're still mugging for exam. D:
Maybe im going out nxt Sun somewhere... Now, im spending the xtra 3 days on the computer. tsk.

Yea k, thats all for now! :D

2007-10-02T23:07:00.000-07:00

Why do some pple seem to enjoy the taste of broken
friendship so much??? Doesnt it hurt them? Why cant things be like the same as b4, everyone is happy ard the BOTH of you. NOT you or her. Things are so awkward. Cant pple treasure friendship more? Best friends wanna be in the same sec sch but not many could. im in this sch all by myself. It hurts la. And it hurts to see pple hurting those they' ve always ♥. WHY??? very Shiok izzit? (i still ♥ you, relax)

Nvm, shan't care abt them. I saw JM and WJ when i was buying U-weekly at the newspaper stand juz now.Tsktsk. We were on the same MRT train but we didnt noe. Walao eh. They both rush hm to study, leaving all alone again at WS for a short while eating lunch. ate sushi 4 lunch :D

GOSH. I think i really flunked the exams . SH!T. Must study really hard for HISTORY tmr. today relak first then tmr mug. :D Im so smart!

Chatted alot with Caris ytd at her hse. It has been DINOSAUR ages since i went to her hse. She noes Ashley' sbest fren SINYEE.Not noe, but noes that Ashley's bf is in her sch. ha. talked alot of nice nice things that i'll die if i tell my sis... tsk, she can nvr keep SECRETS. 不能说的秘密 is damn nice lor. Even Varsha is crushing on that songgy. Whoa! hahax.

BYE!

2007-09-28T05:17:00.000-07:00

I hate school still. can nvr get away from that STWOPID fact. However, the day was nice. Cos we got our Class photo!!! :D
The whole day was like AUTOGRAPH SESSION! <3U noe, its really nice to see ur frens' comments abt u and write ur comments on others. But muz be nice ones and not hurtful ones though. =D Alot pple owe me their autographs n comments. haha.
SHUJIA & VIVIAN were forcing me to write more special for them than the other. Wahaz. Sorry ShuJia, I wrote quite normally 4 u and i think much nicer for Vivian. I wrote urs first, no experience, ha.
Im vr happy cos the person whom I admired in class a long time asked me to sign hers! :D( Im not LES! I juz wanna be half like her, so capable...;)

Went to JM's hse aft eating lunch at WS. Its nice to juz talk to her, chat, watch her do stuffs etc. We werew8ing 4 BOONIE to come online and chat with her, tell her that im jm n jm is me! wootz. Walao, but she didnt came online though. ):

I realise loads of pple is changing from Blogger to LiveJournal leh. I wan oso but after EOY 吧. ((:
I wanna do Xanga oso.

EVERYONE JIAYOU!!!

2007-09-26T04:10:00.000-07:00

MYUK SAYS NO TO EMO

I noe that. I cant help it. I wonder how many times I cried today.

Immediately after flag raising, just b4 PE
After PE, on the way back to class
Science lesson
MT lesson
Recess
End of Maths lesson
History lesson

SEVEN TIMES. HOW NICE.

You Are 64% Emo

While you may not be completely emo, you have a sensitive, deep, troubled soul.

Wow, this one is er... TOO EMO? 64 %???

Your Depression Level: 80%

You seem to have moderate depression.
Your symptoms are bad enough that they're effecting your everyday life.
You would benefit greatly from professional help.

WOW! REALLY depressing...

Thk you Kimbo, for making me laugh and revising with me everyday. ILY!

2007-09-21T06:08:00.000-07:00

hey. I totally flunked the EL papers today. aiyah, actually, i flunk everyone of them xD
Im watching Romantic Princess on my beloved Imeem ;D .I noe im not supposed to, but it's like Friday and its the end of the first EOY...so, yea reward myself :) . Angela is pretty but ...nvm.
Wuzun same la, shuai lorz. its like taking damn long to load part 2 lahzx)):
im like stressed, but somehow i juz cant get myself to work.

Your Inner Color is Blue

Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart.

You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone.

Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor.

You Are a Very Good Girl

You are 90% Good and 10% Bad
You're a perfect angel - almost impossibly so
Don't you ever feel like being a little bad?!?

I knew it! im a super gd girl la!

You Are 32% Emo

You're definitely not emo, but you do understand emo people a little. You are introspective, but not to the point of driving yourself crazy.

You are a No Drama Mama!

No need for drama, you just chill out and don't let things bother you
You've got a peaceful, zen-like attitude... even when things get crazy
You're a pleasure to be around, and you have lots of friends to show for it
You don't need to be the center of attention, you're happy enough as is!

You Are Very Messy

You are a slob, and you really don't care if other people know it.
You don't love messes, but you just can't be bothered to clean on a regular basis.
While being messy and disorganized feels easy, it's probably making your life harder.
Maybe it's time for you to get a maid.

yes, i love myself for being messy. it's called ORGANIZED MESS!!! =D

2007-09-17T02:01:00.000-07:00

Your Mood is a 1

You can't imagine really feeling worse than you do right now. You're definitely going through a rough time.

Haha, same as my beloved JM!

You Are 40% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

More normal than JM at least:D

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen
Or lend a shoulder to cry on
You're there through thick and thin
Many people consider you their "best friend"!

WOW.

You Are 28% Girly

You are a pretty hardcore tomboy, and a very free spirit.
Gender roles be dammed, you like to do things your way.

Im AMAZED.

Hahax. Im comparing my "grades" with Jm. I miss them( u dun nid to noe hu, it's enuf that i noe!:) so vr much... haix. and YunYi is SO anxious to be my 'sister'. lol. haha, n she owes me $5. xD . Im getting the exam fever at last. so slow. haven even clear my hw, let alone say mug 4 EOY la.

Seriously cant believe my <3>was nvr depressed, like me! We were nvr depressed

Deborah & I xchanged letters today! Didnt write to ea other 4 a long time. And both talked abt the same thing-that we didnt write to ea other 4 a long long time. haha. Is this called telepathy, my dear Deb???

kk, gtg clear my pile of imaginary hw( i alwaes imagine that theres alot of hw even though theres only...5. W8, 5 is actually alot...) And go file my Sci ws!!! i haven file them-im sooo DEAD. And mug 4 the ~~DAMN FUCKING~~ EOY

2007-09-14T20:57:00.000-07:00

kudos to me. TRYING TO KEEP MY BLOG ALIVE. SO BZ, HOW TO UPDATE LAH.

Finally, i replied Xinyi n Jas letters. whootz. guzheng was...ok...kinda nice...except 4 the fototaking part, coz Yunyi tried strangling me when she knew i had a piece of wonton stuck in my throat that cant seem to come out. Wahlao, and she kiap my neck until so hard lorz. She's Yvonne Almighty, so strong... Seniors say that zhang laoshi stomped out of the class during prac on wed, cos pple nvr guai guai. so we muz be nice nice pple and make laoshi happy. if not, have to find some weird weird teacher to teach us. BUT!!! got my Super Nice Yin Qin laoshi wad! i love her, she's so nice. XinYi also got get taught by her also, and she agrees too!

Took 8 home. poor Yunyi walk so far, then check the routes. omg, its too far away for her. so she walked all the way back to sch, and to the 100 bus stop. SORRY! but she was the one one hu said that she cud take 8 one mah. aha.
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Dunno why pple dun like Mrs Tan to come teach Science during free periods. Its nice of her to do that leh. & Sci is nice wad... Esp coz now learning the "disgusting" sec 2 topic, but becoz Mrs Tan is nice n funny, so the lessons are nice nice. But the first lesson , made me wanna vomit aft. Dunno why, but maybe it's too much 4 me. I actually like Bio, thinking to take that up for sec3, but need to memorise alot alot of things leh. I love plants and animals!!! I ever thought of being a botanist when i grow up.... see first bah...

Vr tired liao lehz, after such a tiny smally shorty post... alamak... k lah, my fingerz nidda rest. shall not abuse them(for typing or DOING HW)

*Chuckle*

2007-08-31T02:05:00.000-07:00

50Laps@Cedar

Ok, the day started not vr well. I dun like the carnival in the morning at. Sooooo boring. Then, I didn't noe I was supposed to run earlier, so went 5mins earlier than the reporting time, so I was Supposed to be early, rite? In the end, I was told that Im LATE! Cos our class the pple ran faster than the estimated time, and they ran finish last round liaoz. WTF.

Teacher Day Celebration

Sat wif Shalom , Vivienne & one of their classmate whom I dunno. Shalom was, as usual, HIGH! 'played' SPOT OUR SENIORS as we were sitting at the gallery. The songs that were played b4 the tchers came in were so nice n full of SWEET memories. Eg. ABC song, Hi-5 theme songs etc. I cried during the celebrations, but I cry until so li4 hai4 that no one realised.

The Journey to HOME(PRPS)

Nothing to do, so yeah, juz daydreamed. yup, and tot tot tot alot abt the nice nice times I had inPRPS, with 6A'06. However, not with the sms n call harassment by JM, WJ and SH. Dunman High release vr early.Anglican High later than Cedar but nearer to PRPS, n also, I stayed back to do the ZuoWen Corrections I owe Ms WEE. MISS WEE likes my chocs!Yayness!

Pasir Ris Primary School!!!

Saw my 4 beloved buddies at a table at the entrance of the warm warm cafe! Broke to me a bad news-Ms Mak alrd went hm!!! Nvm, they had yang2 lao3 shi4's hp no. So...called him 2 come down to collect his prezzie fr me, also help to put Ms Mak's on her table. So sad, last time when its under <3>Class belles kena teased/'bullied' by the class...dunno how to describe them leh, hunks leh, cnt lah, pple will misunderstand..,erm, the more popular/active boys??? can lah, can lah. hehe. again, became childish pple-boys snatch away the gals' belongings, then play lor! haha. It was so funny to c them play like that. Laughed non-stop. lyk little bois n gals erm playing. hint on hu they r: 1)F: _ar_s Lau, A_an_a lim 2)M: LCH(so obvious), Z_ng _on_(the pervert, same class now as the female leads), and the latest to arrive one,_ei H_n("tomato" as described by the first female lead)

Haha. OBVIOUS like siao liao. I IN LOVE WITH PRPS/6A'06!

Today was happy overall, becos of the super super nice afternn!!!!!!!

2007-08-10T06:08:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to me!

Happy Birthday to me!

Happy Birthday to Hui Ju!

Happy Birthday to me!

Yay! Its my birthday today! Thk u all hu wished me happy b'day. &, Happy Birthday Marie! Yayness :) im Sooooo HAPPY TODAY!

Went to Tampiness Mall today again! to watch... SECRETS !!!

Jay Chou was really gd at his debut movie which he directed himself. At first, it was damn hilarious. Then, it was scary (horror!). Finally, its sad n touching... So, i was on a roller coaster ride of emotions inside the cinema. First, poor Wen Jing beside me was so disturbed my my horrid laughter. Next, she had to suffer, with me leaning closer n closer to her coz I was really frightened. At last! She got to laugh! AT ME CRYING!!!

Secrets

Part 1: Humour

Part 2: Horror

Part 3: Love

Anyway, it was juz super duper nice. Wait. I've got a question. WHY IS HUANG QIU SHENG ALWAYS JAY CHOU"S DAD IN THE MOVIES???

Wen Jing & Jia Min, was again, flaunting their nice nice handphones in front of me, taking stupid photos of me... Josephine was supposed to go actually, but then she wasn't feeling very well. : GET WELL SOON JOS!

Now, im crying out of joy n... touchness( dunno wat is it called-i meant i m very touched). See wat Jm & WJ got for my b'day prezzies. Instructed me not to open until reach hm! =D So 1st thing i did when i reached hm was to open them. OH! wat a lovely surprise i got! Pics...

<--- All in 1!

<--- "Im on diet" doorhanger? haha. fit my image perfectly, i really nid to!

<--- does this show " 头脑简单，四肢发达" ??? fit my image perfectly again! =D

<---piggy bkmark. FIT MY IMAGE! AGAIN!!!

<--- smiley faces stickers! How i used to be EVERYDAY! n, strting to be, everyday. :D

YAY! its a happy day today! Thk u Jia Min & WenJing for letting me hav such a wonderful n memorable 13th birthday! :D

2007-08-09T08:01:00.000-07:00

Happy National Day!

Happy Birthday Singapore!

Ooh, Its Singapore's B'day today!

Whoots!

Was at the NDP website for the whole day playing the games which were lame, but its Singapore's B'day, muz give "face" mah. Haha.

Then, at 6pm, went downstairs to watch NDP Live Telecast on the big screen set up at the RC. The cool breeze was very nice, was so comfortable watching the whole parade. Then ate the dinner that they provided. Quite nice. Got Mee Goreng(Indian-i think), Fried BeeHoon(Chi), Curry Puff(malay). Then, was like so nice, watching with ur neighbours.

Ok, Im happy today! (XinYi's rite, yellow is a happy colour)

=D(i prefer orange)

Hmm, w8. My dad gave me chocolates 4 b'day prezzies n a banana cake as my b'day cake! haha.

2007-08-07T07:11:00.000-07:00

ONE SINGAPORE! ONE NATION STRONG N FREE! A THOUSAND DIFFERENT VOICES SING IN HARMONY!...

Its Sing Singapore in PRPS TONIGHT!!! Wanted to go back, but too tired, fell into the ZZZzz monster's trap. woke up at 8+ pm lah! almost end liao lorz. Its one event I've always looked 4ward to every yr, even if we r not into the finals. Its a fun fun event! I LOVE U PRPS!!!
U'll always be in my <3!

Tmr, is National Day celebrations! Ytd, was so funny toking to our seniors n teacher, Zhang lao shi backstage. and the click click clock clock ot their court shoes irriteted my ears! and i realised that their skirt was so damn LONG lah. Pri sch one slightly below knee-length or juz nice knee length lor! much much nicer! theirs long until ah, cnt climb stairs! haha, dun elaborate wat XinYi, Valerie n Qizhen did. haha.
Im So happy this wk!

Thank You Yun Yi! U r the first to give me prezzies!
I accompanied her to TM n Century to buy prezzies for ALOT of her frens!!! First went to Comics Connection at Century Square, and den Aries! Then, went to the Wallet Shop in TM! Suddenly realised she's SO RICH! No lah, she takes the effort to save up lah. Nice nice of her.Bought me FRH's stickers, cos i wanted it. Although is the cheapest among all the prezzies she bought, but is i chose one, cos ex also no use, ITS THE TOT TAT COUNTS!:D I bought prezzies for two person in our class too. I promised one since T1 n another, Today. Although not close wif them lah, but b'dae vr close rite? haha.

On the last note, got A1 for Science Common Test! Yay! Varsha too! Hi-5! We studied! Marie more li hai lah! she failed the last time, but then she bounced up back so damn HIGH!!! Yay! everyone shall continue to JIAYOU like this! =)

Happy happy post!

2007-08-03T06:46:00.000-07:00

Hohoho! Deborah's soooooo CUTE! we were writing letters to ea other 4 the past 2 days...

***Thursday***

Got NDP Concert rehersal, oso got maths remedial, then so happy got gz activities tat i 4got got maths remedial... when saw some 1C pple walk past then i realised! " Oh shit! Got maths remedial!" Yun Yi wanted me to write to her, but i got nothing to write mah!, so wrote some lame lame stuff on the postcard lorz....Then, the disrespectful LORRAINE go n snatch fr her n said it was lame.... so, to conclude, the whole incident was LAME! haha... WE ALSO GOT ORIGINAL CHINESE NAME FOR DEBORAH N SHALOM N SOME OTHER PPLE!

Deborah= 得不拉
Shalom=沙罗密

***Friday***

So happy in the morning when i go to class. I go my table. Look at my Table. Saw a Postcard.
Deborah reply so fast lah! so damn happy! Quickly wrote a reply oso.... but dunno howto give her.... First period was PE which was our 5 items test... didnt do tat well or tat bad lah... but did better den i tot i wud.Then, ytd too tired fr the ndp rehearsal, slept once i reached hm to morning, didnt do hw-Sci wb. got punished by Mrs Tan do finish it at the door. :( IM SORRY MRS TAN
Deborah said she chiong 3 letters during recess- WOW. she reply vr fast leh, too fast for me, n my card designs run out liao! HOW COME SHE GOT SO MANY DESIGNS DERR? WTH.

Guzheng:
Sucked todae, cant c the board yet can c.... somehow... den keep on 4getting to change fr 6(la) to 1(doh)....haix.... but still had fun cos got DEB, SLM , YY and VV! as long as they r ard, its always super nice! even thou DEB is annoying-ly CUTE!!!! hoho!

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2007-07-28T01:26:00.000-07:00

oh, i 4got to say that i passed mt 2.4 miraculously! Whoots! I keep offending pple, and wat? lyf sux.

However, it rox too with Shalom and Deborah, and Yun Yi and Vivienne. Yay! I <3>
Deb, Shalom n myself was lyk giggling through the whole of Guzheng practice lah. When Tricia came over to teach us the DaChangJin song, saw us lafing n was forced deb to tell her. haha. Guess wat Deborah said for the joke... Haha. B4 tat she wore specs instead of contacts. So, she said" See?, Im wearing specs. Very funny rite?"
Hahaha, we all burst out lafing even more again .

Deborah is sooooooo cute, lyk her fat-fat, SingYi. Shalom, was an idiot wif her new handphone. WTH. The same model as Deb's leh! She answered a call without taking out the earphones as she was listening to music on her hp. She went" Helloh? harlo? Hello?!" hahaha. so funny. Sorry arghz, no offence. Yun Yi's short temper flared up again. She's VIOLENT... Shalom wrote on the board that ,Violence is not encouraged in sch. Someone Tell YY tat!

Viviene, was the nice nice soul. Then Deb n i went to watch her beloved Sing Yi play Tennis. Both of us claim tat she's cute when she hits the tennis ball-with her racket. hehe .

Was a nice nice Friday, even though i felt unwell. I came to sch tat morning was all bcos of Guzheng. Heng. Got MC so not counted late, cos i had such a great headache in the morning n was so unwell, tat i had to take tons of medicine b4 coming out of the hse.

Ooh. I LOVE MONDAYS AND FRIDAYS COS GOT GUZHENG!!! YAY!!!

2007-07-25T08:04:00.000-07:00

Yay! I ate lunch with Zoe today! Im so happy!

2007-07-22T07:10:00.000-07:00

Yay! watched Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix today with Jia min and Josephine!!! Had so much fun on the bus! So sad, Wen Jing cnt go... cos she got project to do... Haix...Miss her so much. No one to quarrel yet stand up for me... An ironic fren...:)

"You don't know love and friendship, and I feel sorry for you."
"Something that he didn't find the last time, the thing that we have been working for."
I forgot the exact quote lah, but juz smthing like that that Harry Potter said.

I LOVE U ALL 4Ever!!!
Muacks!

And naughty Jos and Jm, keep taking my video!!! And then mms to ea other! hmmph! Evil...

Urghz! Tmr guzheng got test! and my guzheng yin all go haywire lerr! When i wanna practice, the sound n tune so weird der! and i tiao lai tiao qu, oso no use, bcome worse somemore! I follo Yin Qin lao shi's instructions wat! Halamak! so upset! the sound of my gz juz keeps me away fr practicing! Haix...

2007-07-19T03:23:00.000-07:00

Ooh! I juz simply love Tricia! Oh, and Noelle and Candice! They r my fav. Sec2 seniors. Sec.4 的 leh... IS ZOE!!! She is always so hyper! Wish her all the best for her GCE.O'levels! 加油！

I dun wanna say hu is my fav.Sec 3 senior cos now is their turn to be EXCO. So, nxt yr den i say... hehehe...

Haix... I realised i have cried more than i shld recently... I cry when i have the chance! woohoo!

Dont they noe how much i wish to help them? why didnt they tell me to bring paintbrush? so tat they can do the work while I stand aside watching them, doing nothing?

2007-07-14T00:04:00.000-07:00

im too lazy to blog nowadays. urghz... this wk's PE wasnt so bad. just ran 800m in a drizzle and den dunno how many rounds ard the dnt blk. but didnt have blurry eyes... just blurry vision- thks to the rain drops on my specs! haha!
dunnoi wat to blog abt... or shld i say i dun bother to go and rmb the events..yah so...

2007-06-27T03:11:00.000-07:00

Yup tats wat i did today aft PE...

That mad Ms Poon made us run 1.2km.....cnt nwalk at all... in the end... i walked...
have to run again!! 800m more!!!
HELL

i run 3rd round tat time , i cnt even c wher im going le lah! my eyes blurry liao lorhz...
have to push some more!

walao... so giddy siah.... all the trees & plants & wateva, were lyk spinning ard me siah..
my legs lyk jelly liao...like any minute will collapse 的 lor..

Still say nvr push! tat stupid ms poon..

wtf. the whole maths lesson, my head was spinning and like got alot of hammers hammer my head at the same time siah...

NOW, I FEEL LIKE HAMMERING MS POON"S HEAD!!!

Izzit got research say when running... the person feel the heart bursting in her mouth, eyes blurry, feel nausea, giddy, headache, legs wobbly, feel all the blood going to ur head but not ur bottom part of body(!) all add 2gether,
continue to push and run faster is vr normal and HEALTHY???

My dad say if feel a little nausea when running means nerve kena prob liao... so i kena lerhz!!

until now, i still got the stupid headache... y wudn't it STOP??!
all thx to MS POON !!!

Dedicated to Ms Poon,

thk you vr much for ur won-de-fool PE lesson today strting fr 7.45am to 8.35am...
with all the side effects being with me 4 the whole day, causing my legs to be temporally paralyzed... thx alot... .

is dere anyway wher u can measure the push in running definitely? or izzit different pple max. push lvl is limited and different ? how much force do u mean by pushing on? u want to push ?? , i use a car to push euu lah!, is the pushing force strong enuf ??? push until lie flat on the grd, blood oozing all over, the lungs, kidneys, heart all can see, den counted as push to the MAX. izzit? enuf pushing?

u got go 4 CPR training anot? and CPR CONFIRM can save a person's life izzit?
=X, hope u shall have the same enjoyment of hammering head as me... its FANTASTIC! c ya soon....

luving euu,
HJ :)

2007-06-08T21:51:00.000-07:00

Yoz! im back! Lolz... *LAME*

NOTHING MUCH TO POST ABT EXCEPT...i HAVE NOT FINISHED MY hOMEWORK!!!!! And! my comp is still under repair!!!

2007-06-04T03:38:00.000-07:00

Hey!!! It has really been an unpleasant hol till now 4 me. Haix... dun wanna elaborate. pls dun whack me if u read this post as i noe it totally suz and is damn lame. bb!

2007-06-01T22:57:00.000-07:00

YO!!! nothing much to talk abt....shall not post much coz realli nothing to blog abt...

HAIX...
I promise myself to finish all my hw by the first wk of holidaysss...
but...
i haven even completed ONE yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i simply cant resist the temptation of computer!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cud say tat..
I love n hate my com!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!

so disappointed in myself!
yucks!
i hate myself!

arghz! so disgusted by myself!!
shall stop here!

2007-05-29T22:15:00.000-07:00

Yo! haha. yay! got pple tag me le!!!! so happy! n got pple think i so smart to create my own blogskin.lols. but i wanna learn lorhz. perhaps during IT art nxt term or maybe ask JM teach me lah... haha.

Went to FOOD EXPO yesterday!
fun fun!
sample dis n sample tat. haha.
drank alot of the new POKKA POMEGRANATE JUICE/TEA!!!
nice nice!
will buy if sch drink store sell when reopen tat time.
<3 POKKA teas!
haha.
n, bought OHEYA!!!
n healthy PAN SALT!!

kk, shall go linky pple liao.

WELCOME!!

2007-05-27T20:51:00.000-07:00

yay! im so happy! finally tidy up things alittle abt my blogs. since my ole blog cant seem to work out the way i wanna, i created another blog, wif the same acc tho...but better liao. heng. i totally agree tat blo99er is screwed. nvm. at least im not! lols.
kk. gtg chiong hw, i dun wanna b lyk mar hols lyk tat. until at nite of the last day, still chionging hw. muz plan my hols! kk. bb!

hi!

2007-05-27T19:31:00.001-07:00

welcome! to hj's 3rd bloggie! have fun! lol.